Okay, an update: I just booked a few hours of remedial training on Wednesday with my Fundies instructor Steve. I'm actually very excited about this. He completely understands my "math fears" and, with some concentrated 1:1 time focusing on it, I'm sure I'll assimilate what I need to. This will also give me an opportunity to refresh my memory on the other aspects of DIR diving that I learned in class, but haven't had a chance to practice. I feel WAY better about Saturday, and am excited about going!
Just as an aside, my post was not intended to jump into the *controversy* started by Mossman in this thread (it was really just responding to Crush, to congratulate him on his achievement, and voice some of my own experiences and ambivalence). But I do want to add a couple comments about DIR in general:
I will likely not end up being a full-on DIR diver, primarily because most of my dives will be with my husband, who hasn't taken the class (although he dives a mostly DIR-compliant rig, and really likes the whole min-deco thing and that's how we end all of our dives now). I will try to get out and do as many dives as possible with other GUE/UTD-trained divers, such as this upcoming charter, but it won't be as often as I do non-DIR dives.
But what I wanted to say was...even if I don't end up embracing everything I learned from the class, one of the KEY things I got out of it is feeling that I am a SAFER DIVER. I feel significantly more prepared for dealing with an in-water emergency, should something go wrong. Now, could I have gotten that from a Rescue course (which I haven't yet taken)? Probably, to a point - but this class gave me that and way MORE, all in one class. And another difference is the focus on drills, and committing them to muscle memory. My understanding is that is NOT part of Rescue...like most other scuba classes, you learn what you learn in the class, and then that's it - if you want to practice it, fine, but regular practice is not something that is as intensely focused on and encouraged as it is in Fundies.
As I mentioned before, I will likely never go beyond this in my training. I don't really have a strong desire to go into overhead environments - I'm all about the critters, and I'm happy to see the ones that are NOT in caves or wrecks

. And I just don't have the desire to increase my risk level. I used to be much more of a risk-taker when I was younger - hell I jumped out of planes in my 20s, but I wouldn't dream of doing it now - I can get thrills in less life-threatening ways. Diving overhead environments just doesn't hold enough pull on me to increase my life risk.
So, I am most certainly NOT a member of any "cult", and did not take Fundies to be part of a "club". I just wanted to be a better, safer and more skilled diver. I do like the idea that, if I happen to find myself on a boat needing an insta-buddy and another DIR diver happens to be there, I can feel confident about that insta-buddy (I've had a few bad insta-buddy experiences myself)...but that really didn't factor into my reasons for taking the class. Nor did moving on to tech diving - as you've all seen, I'm about as likely to do that as to become a Calculus professor.

I took it because I liked the gear set-up (and I was in the market for new gear anyway), and I will say that I feel FAR more stable in the water column in a bp/w than I ever did in my old back-inflate BC (and my husband, who had a full-on jacket BC but switched to bp/w, says the same thing). I took it because I was doing lots of diving, but hadn't taken a class since my AOW & Nitrox back in 2006, and had to make a decision between either Rescue or Fundies...and Fundies just seemed like a better overall class for total dive improvement.
And finally, I took it because I heard SO many positive reviews of it, from divers that I know and respect, and thought it would be good for me. And I still feel that it will (once I get myself back into the swing of it!).