You know, about the rescue course.
I actually have conducted a rescue in the real world of a lost diver who had run out of air and "drowned". I wrote about it
here the day after it happened.
Thinking back upon that after the fact, I've formed a point of view about how people react to emergencies based on what I saw.
- Some people will panic, even if they are not directly involved
- Most people will stand around an hope to GOD someone else takes control
- Few.... very few people will take control and make things happen in the middle of a sht-storm. During that incident I linked above there were 100 or more people present. The rescue was conducted by 6 of us. 2 teams of 2 divers, 1 snorkeler and 1 guy who brought a boat.
Said another way, when a building is on fire there are three types of people in this world
- Those who scream and create confusion without helping (about 10%)
- Those who stand around stunned and watch it burn (about 80%)
- Those who grab a fire extinguisher and charge in (about 10%)
In my opinion, the rescue course is valuable for every diver, even ones like the op who (if I have understood him correctly) are not the ones who are going to stand up and take charge in an emergency. Does it matter that he's shy? Maybe not. The skills are valuable in themselves. According to standards you should be able to "control" the scene but if this standard were strictly applied to all rescue students then (as alluded to above) only 10% should really "pass".
.... And who knows. Maybe circumstances make the hero. If no one else steps up then many people (perhaps including the op) can rise above their limitations and surprise even themselves.
R..