i want to thank everyone for trying to cheer me up..ontario diver,RICHinNC,cat,netdoc,walter(thanks for the number i may use it one day)uncle pug(keep me in those prayers)and kelpermaid..thanks to all of you you have no idea what a difference it made..i went diving today and although i couldnt go below the surface as i didnt have enough lead on me(DRYSUIT TRYOUT)it made me feel better to be in the water..i wont forget what you guys did for me and i wont forget the nice messages that i got from you..i know that their are wonderfull people on this board and even though i have never met you in person im proud to call you my familly..take care because we care back this way..have a good eveing and a better day tommorow..i promise all of you that if it happens again that i will see someone..thanks again everyone..and arnaud and you know who..thanks for listening last night..