Another year of seemingly endlessly trying to hone skills like shooting an SMB while hovering precisely at 20 ft in perfect trim?
That's what I wrote in the 2018 end-of-year thread. I was kind of despondent when I wrote it because I had hit a plateau in my training. But I reassessed my goals and took a different tack, and 2020 is looking bright!
Since mid-2016 my goal had been to learn to cave dive. I had acquired the doubles, the drysuit, the primary light, and all that goes along with that, and had taken a doubles/drysuit course. I was diving GUE style because I had taken Fundies a couple of years earlier--before any notion of tech/cave diving got into my head--and so it seemed natural to continue with GUE, go for the tech upgrade to my Fundies pass, and then on to GUE's Cave 1 course. It sounded so, um, do-able. I devoted many hours in 2016, 2017 and 2018 to honing my skills to what GUE considers tech level. I kept a special log book devoted to this training and logged about 80 hours in total, including one or two days of coaching each year from a GUE instructor. Each time, the instructor would tell me I'm a little closer ... but not quite there yet. So last December when I posted my comment above, I was feeling discouraged. I was decidedly NOT looking forward to more of the same, yet felt resigned to it. Ever forward, no matter how slowly, right? Tedious sessions in shallow water, doing S-drills, valve drills, staged ascents, frog kick, flutter kick, back kick, over and over and over, selfies with the GoPro and critiquing every nuance. While there are a lake and quarry in local driving distance, in the winter these practice sessions meant weekend road trips to FL. The path I had chosen was not just difficult but also really expensive, with travel expenses and fills. I tortured myself with a nerdy mental image of a plot of my skills asymptotically approaching GUE tech level--meaning I would never actually reach that level, just get ever closer.
In the debriefing at a coaching session in early 2019, I learned I was closer than ever. Go figure. But this time it sounded different--maybe I really was actually within striking distance? All I needed to do, I was advised, was practice a teensy bit more, then schedule an evaluation with an instructor (but maybe with a little coaching the day before), then acquire larger tanks and a larger wing and, IF I were to earn the tech upgrade, I would be allowed to pay the $2k-3k fee for Cave 1. I have been writing this in the first person out of laziness, but the reality is that my wife has been on this journey with me. Together, we were probably spending over $5k a year on this. Household finances in general had been strained for various reasons in recent years, and now in our minds we tallied up how much more we would have to spend before we were past Cave 1. It was at that point that we decided to take a step back and regroup. Take a different tack.
In July we took an Intro-to-Cave course with a well-known instructor. It was the best decision in our diving that we had ever made (except maybe for the initial Fundies course). We did well and are now actually out there enjoying diving again--intro-level cave diving, that is. Our plans at the moment are to just keep diving and free our brains of thoughts of further training. There is enough intro-level cave diving in N. FL to keep us busy for years if we should feel like taking that long. And it's so economical compared with ocean diving! We also have a Mexico cave diving trip planned for January--not especially economical, but we are REALLY looking forward to it.