lissette:I thought all i needed was a minute or two to catch my breath, but i didnt seem to be able to. My heart was pounding a mile a minute and i consciously tried to slow and deepen my breathing.... but I just couldnt get enough air and I was begining to panic!
I remember looking around me and being absolutely convinced that there was no way in this world that I would ever see the surface again, and i was surprisingly quite calm about it.
I remember thinking that i just needed to get a really deep breath and then i would be fine...and if i took my mask and reg off i could get that breath that i so desperately needed....
At the same time as these thoughts were running through my head I was also just remembering to breathe in... breathe out...breathe in.... breathe out..and trying really hard to logically think out what i needed to do from here.
It was soo very hard to work through the fog of panic to what i had to do.
My buddy was right next to me so I signalled him that i wasnt ok and i was going to the surface. I slowly headed for the surface and was amazed when i got there, I really really didnt think i would. My buddy reached over and inflated my bc and asked if i was ok, then my instructor surfaced next to us to see what was going on. I said i was fine and needed to go back to the boat, so my instructor watched as i swam back to the boat.
My worst involved the same issue. I was a new AOW and it was dive 14 or 15. We were going to 97 ffw to a wreck in Lake MI. We were boat diving and There was a 3 - 4 ft chop. I didn't like the chop, but I felt I could handle it. So we did a back roll at the stern and pulled ourselves up a granny line to the bouy. It was a little work getting there had to fight the waves to avoid banging the boat and all. . . Checked in with my buddy, who is a very experienced, and started our decent.
My buddy decended very rapidly. I had a little trouble equalizing, but took no more than 30 sec to fix, yet my buddy was so far ahead of me that I could signal him. So I started speeding up to catch up to him. We got to the bottom and he got ahead of me again.
I was winded at this point and could not catch my breath. What I felt reminded me of what asthmatics say about breathing through a straw. I tried resting, but my heart was racing and I was begining to feel panicy. I recognized the panic feeling right away and called the dive. By the time we got up to 75 ft I could feel my breathing returning to normal. At 60 Ft I was feeling pretty good, but I had ripped through so much air at 95 ft that there really was no sense in turning around.
My assessment? Working too hard, wrong reg for those depths, and . . . What do you think . . . Narked?