thanks for the responses so far. I was laughing about it after the dive and to some degree I wouldn't be surprised if I was laughing in the middle of it all. I kinda wanted to be at the surface at that point, but I didn't feel at any point like I was going to bolt. I was quite prepared to wait for the instructor. I knew I had to calm my breathing and I was focusing on that, even putting my hands over my mask to block out everything else and remind myself that my mask was on my face and everything else was fine, but it didn't seem to help.
I didn't sleep well last night and was tired before the dive this morning, which may have played a role in whatever it was that I was experiencing.
I didn't sleep well last night and was tired before the dive this morning, which may have played a role in whatever it was that I was experiencing.