It would seem to me that, as we gain experience and go through some minor glitches on dives, we should increase our capacity to tolerate issues underwater. I'm wondering what could cause an experienced (say, more than 200 lifetime dives) diver to become distressed enough to lose rational thought. Has anyone here (who meets those criteria) been through a panic event? What caused it, and what did you do?
On our charter boat (where I was one of the DMs) the staff videographer (a friend) was overdue on a 60 ft dive. Seas were calm and warm , current mild to moderate and the seas were flat and the dive was easy at 50-60 depth and 50 ft visibility with no opportunity to get deep or lost etc.
We did our normal 45-50 min. run dive and then he didnt show up. We rounded up several tanks which still had 12 or 1300 psi in them and organized a few DMs, Instructor etc, to perform a search from the last point the crew member was seen.
We enter the water, spread out and begin a drift dive at a depth 30 feet off the bottom, with everyone supposed to stay in a line and in visual contact with their adjacent divers.
The whole time I am trying to think of how bad I am going to cuss out our friend for scaring us like this, but deep down, I know I am looking for a body.
We swim for 20 minutes over all the expected reef and then we reach the end of the reef system and begin to move over the sand. The group has splintered and failed to stay in visual contact with me, the leader, who is pulling a float.
My mind and emotions were pretty much a mess, but I still felt OK and was secretly harboring some degree of irrational hope. But then something just clicked in my head, as we left the reef, I was hit with a completely unexpected and overwhelming sense of grief. I remember thinking: why should sand make you so sad?
On the boat, I had already briefed the divers and told them I was not doing mouth to mouth on a dead guy- and the others thought it was terribly tacky to say this in the presence of the 20 plus recreational customers we had aboard. But I already knew that too much time had passed and our buddy just had to be dead (even though this was a baby dive and he was an extremely competent diver).
A swam along over the sand for 45 seconds, and I was completely perplexed by the intensity of this huge wave of sudden grief and sadness. I still had one diver with me who had followed protocol and had stayed 40-50 feet from me (the other 3-4 people were gone).
Then off in the distance, directly ahead of us, I see a dark spot on the white sand. I am just amazed that somehow this whole scenario seems to somehow be expected or familiar. It was as if I had sensed that this was going to occur when we left the reef and got onto the sand.
Things are moving in slow motion for me now, but somehow I completely EXPECTED to find his body on the sand ahead of us. We more or less sprint to our friend and my buddy begins to panic.
He is screaming and waiving and making gestures. For whatever reason, the sadness that I had been feeling (since just before we found him) is no stronger now. I can see blood oozing from a large head wound which I immediately recognize as being caused by a boat propeller.
I kind of grab my buddy for a moment, hold his arms down to the sides in an attempt to calm him down and I just signal for him to STOP, with the open palm hand sign. Then, I begin to carefully review the scene and prepare for the recovery. My buddy seems to be quickly calmed by my exaggerated slowness and methodical actions.
The sadness is somehow keeping me very calm and subdued. I note the mask is gone, that he is lying on his back with his eyes open and that some sand grains are laying on his eye balls and sand is also suspended on his eye lashes (which seemed to bother me more than it should). I check his pressure gage; show it to the buddy and try to remember that is was like 450 lbs or something (so we know he did not run out of air).
I breathe from his regulator and it works perfectly. I remove a dive light he had clipped to his BC and clip it to my harness because I figure it will be easier to get him on board with less danglies. I unclip his huge UW video camera from his body and hand it to the buddy. I roll him over and remove his weight belt; his belt is turned 180 degrees with the buckle under the tank. I remember thinking that this was his habit and I always thought it was a stupid way to dive and I dont want the customers seeing his bad habits, so I undo the belt and leave it on the sand even though it was only like 4-6 lbs.
I grab the back of the torn BC from behind his neck and begin to kick up. At one point I look down at him and our ascent rate is causing the hair to be parted on top of his skull and I can see far down into his brain. That image, just about caused me to panic (and I got a few dry heaves) but I just made a mental note to not look down into his head anymore.
We got him on the boat, covered his face and most of his body with a towel and used buckets to wash the blood from the deck as the jam packed dive boat passengers looked on in horror. I continue to feign calmness in front of them and I removed his fins, because they were sticking straight up and it just didnt look right. Soon, my wife (one of the searchers), ascends the dive ladder and begins to cry inconsolably when she sees the covered body.
Then, I have to go after the other divers. All had ascended, except for one (very stupid) instructor. We locate his bubbles from the boat and I swim down and frantically signal for him to ascend. Making signals of slashes across the throat and signaling someone sleeping, but he is such an ahole he ignores me and keeps swimming along, alone, with no float or marker.
I get on the boat, tell the captain (who is incredulous). I remember thinking maybe he understands my signals and just wants to delay the ugly scene he knows awaits him on the boat. The instructor finally ascends a few minutes later. (He later died in a tragic diving accident - along with his student and another diver).
Ive panicked underwater several times, mostly when confronted with super aggressive sharks, but somehow I was able to keep it together for this dive.