I know this is an issue with many new divers, and I know it's going to be my 'gut check' thing. But I've been doing everything I can to get used to it. I started just getting used to breathing thru a snorkel.. Mask and snorkel, just tooling around the pool.. Then I ditched the mask and just hung on the side of the pool and started breathing thru the snorkel and put my face in the water. Got that all too familiar feel of water going in my nose and stood up.. Cussed at myself a few minutes, got back under control and here we go again.......breathing.. kneel down.. face forward... face in water... that feeling again... BUT this time REALLY concentrated on continuing to breath thru the snorkel and just let it go for a few breaths... Stood up again with a little bit of pride. Back down again, this time the feel didnt get me.. Nice slow breathing.. in... out... in... out.... Cool.. I'm breathing thru a snorkel, face in the water (ears covered too).. Really nice and relaxed.. Actually started 'pushing and pulling' myself back and forth (still holding onto the side of the pool

) Stand up and start to get it. Plus, since my nose doesnt want water up it anymore then I do. have a snot barrier so good luck getting thru THAT water!!

About an hour of that and mask goes back on... Putting around the pool... Then I stop, calm myself down, reach up and crack the bottom of the mask... let water in so it's over my nose, but not over my eyes... WOW, NO PANIC!!! This is cool.. Swim around for a while with my nose in water... Decide to clear it, no problem (well not too much, have to ask the best way to clear in certain positions). Swim a while.. partial flood.. swim.. clear etc.. probably 1/2 hour 45 minutes of that.. Also had tried some stuff with my eyes open, but the water literally was just killing my eyes and making it almost impossible for my. Dont know if it's just me or the pool not being 100% right yet (bro just opened it a week ago). I used to swim with eyes open no problems, so I just think the water is a bit off yet. So try to snorkel while swimming with no mask, but have a hard time with that since the water is killing my eyes, and really no fun just running into stuff with eyes closed. So that was last night. This AM trip to wally world, pair of swimming goggles later, NOW I can at least see while I'm snorkeling with my nose exposed. Very first time had a little hesitation but would just snorkel around with face in the water, nose exposed for like 10 minutes at a time.. Would even do the 'free dive' (in a 3 foot pool) Take a few breaths, go vertical, to the bottom... swim along and then come back up, clear snorkel and keep going face never out of water.. Then the biggie came. Mask back on.. Cruising around... crack the seal on the mask.. let the water in... then more.. then more.. then a full mask... slow breaths... full mask... exhale out nose... Kinda worked.. out nose again... better.. out nose one more time.. WOOHOO.. cleared mask (eyes closed, I know I need to get them open!!)
Few times doing that.. back to just having fun.. Then the biggie... crack mask.... flood... pull mask off.. keep cruising head in water.. again eyes closed.. 5 or 6 deep ins and outs.. put mask back on.. strap in place.. nice breath.. took 3 times to clear BUT I did it.. repeated a number of times.....
Now, this long winded story is probably boring to a LOT of you, but to me... It just shows me that I CAN and WILL do this. I'm not cocky, but I am not longer anxious / in a panic about this skill.. I may flub it the first try, BUT I KNOW I can do this.. I am sooo looking forward to class now!!!!
Thanks for reading!!!