Kimber, good to see you on an upward swing. I thought I'd share with you that I was confined to a psych ward 20 years ago following a nervous breakdown. It certainly was a learning experience, both about myself and about others, not to mention society as a whole. Although it took me 18 months to fully recover from an episode of clinical depression, I've been fine ever since. Take one day at a time and extract from it all the goodness you can... both for yourself and by sharing with others as you are doing. Best fishes!