bahahahaha! You know near nothing about my life. But I will recommend you for canonization when this is all over. You are a saint. Well except for assuming that they rest of the world is flagrantly out there trying to kill each other off. You're funny.
Civilian,
Restful sleeper,
Possibly stupid,
txgoose
Edit: I take back my own tacky comments. I have no idea what stressors you are under. By I do wish you wouldn't take those stresses out on others.