Lead_carrier once bubbled...
1. I don't use a bp/wings.
O.K...let's forgeat about physical/emotional whatevers and get down to diving this stuff...
Have you spoken directly to a GUE instructor either on the board, or off line about the possibility of taking a class without using a BP/W...or have you gone to a Demo and used a BP/W fitted by someone who could make sure it was correct?