@Marie13,Before you stop, you should try a tourist dive trip in warm water with a single 80 tank. It is so different than cold water diving and heavy steel tanks and tons of lead. May give you entirely different perspective on the sport.
You've approached diving with so much enthusiasm and energy, which has been refreshing to see. I do hope that you do find a way to keep enjoying the underwater world. I think John has a great idea. As far as diving at home, maybe limit it to one dive per day so you keep enjoying it and are not physically overtaxed. That's what I hope for you at the minimum.