I really enjoyed reading this. I feel fine to 75 ft. I feel oddly often by 85-95 feet, just a little off, like something isn't right. At 100 ft. I sometimes get that "dark narc" thing where I start flashing on "I'm gonna lose a fin" or "why the hell isn't my buddy closer and more aware of the DANGER, DANGER, DANGER!" as soon as I slowly ascend to about 85 ft. that goes away. My most pronounced episode was coming through a swim through in Little Cayman that started at about 60 ft. and ended at about 120 ft. on the wall. I didn't panic (although I felt panicky), instead I just led us slowly up to 80ish and then to 65ish.
My buddy/hubby once was acting like a fun drunk on a Jupiter drift dive. My son and I stayed at about 75 and he was about ten ft. below us. I signaled over and over for him to ascend and level and he was like, "lah, lah, lah" when we discussed it after, he concluded that he was narky. Lucky him, his narky is happy which fits his optimistic personality. Mine is "impending doom" which fits my anxious personality pretty well.