You want to see someone freaking out? I could post the last solo dives my husband and I took turns to do, few weeks ago.
We took zero redundant gear, we went as deep as the reef took us, and came back up when we were good and ready within no deco. No rule of 3rds, just came back with the amount of air we felt was safe.
There's an illusion of solo being ok, but only if you take 10 tons of gear, get hours upon hours of solo training and make sure you only go 11.37 feet deep under x, y and definitely Z conditions.
oh yeah I forgot, you also have to warn others not to do what you just did, on your posts.
One of the times I was denied the ability to solo dive was because I had no pony bottle nor doubles. The site was the Copenhagen. For those that don't know the site it's max depth is at safety stop depth.