@Seville Interesting thread!
I agree your instructor needs to be sanctioned for allowing the class to go on….. your class wasn’t Navy Seal training.
I also agree that you made a mistake not calling the dive…. but with mistakes come
true learning.
As a result of that dive, you LEARNED more than the normal credentialed Rescue diver learns, or ever learns! Based on that experience you likely would be a much safer buddy to dive with than the majority of other rescue divers who have not dealt with stress in a rescue scenario.
Stressful training is what makes the Navy Seals so terrific, and why so many candidates wash out of training because
they gave up.
You made it…. on future dives you’ll subconsciously know that you can dive with confidence knowing that your can handle a rough situation, if the situation arrises!
Congratulations…. when you are ready, go treat yourself to some warm calm water beautiful dive vacation and enjoy the benefits of your learnings! You deserve it!