So sorry to hear
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yeah, the human body is quite a finicky thing. thank youDon't beat yourself up. Every diver and dive is different. Sometime you can get away with something on one dive, and the next dive you get bit in the butt doing the same thing. Also, some divers can get away with a lot more deviance than others, and there usually is not a good explanation as to why that is. Good luck to you in your future endeavors.
ahh the old being invincible at a young age thing...lol we live and learn. and i hope so too. maybe i could do some activity that helps with balance, i don't know what yet. and so far i haven't really felt any emotions at all. i know logically how i feel but am numb. just kinda waiting for it to hit. i should probably see someone@kaylee_ann, I suspect I would have reacted as you did at 20 ... maybe at 40 ... probably not today, at 62 (but EVERYTHING is SOMETHING at 62!!). I'm hoping that @Duke Dive Medicine chimes in here.
A thought to consider. I'm not a doctor or scientist, but I have an interest in neuroscience, neuroplasticity and how the brain can rewire when there is an injury. I'm assuming that whatever injury you have experienced was at a site in the brain (essentially oxygen deprivation at a specific site). That said - if I'm correct - there is always the possibility that your brain will rewire to heal itself. My mom had 3 strokes within 6 months, and after the third one she was left paralyzed on her left side. She went into rehab and eventually regained full mobility - she never lost her fear of being unstable, but she was largely the same as prior to the strokes. This is my hope for you - that your brain will find a way to rewire itself to get your balance back. For some interesting reading - or to begin a trip down the rabbit hole of brain stuff - maybe pick up The Brain's Way of Healing and The Brain That Changes Itself, both by Norman Doidge.
I'm so sorry that this happened to you - and at such a young age. I'm a therapist so of course I'm going to recommend seeing a therapist to help you through this. It's a lot to carry alone, and friend's/family may only get you 'so far'. I wish you all the best.
thanks- it sucks, one day i would've bugged you to be my cave buddy LOLSo sorry to hear
What an awesome attitude!! You are obviously a true "searcher" and even without SCUBA in your life you will excel and you will continue and you will contribute.....thanks, now Iām really just focusing on my education. thankfully I donāt have to be able to dive to be a dive medicine researcher
aww thank you. i was really looking forward to DAN's internship for dive research but you have to dive for it. so that's definitely hard because i really wanted to meet all the people there.What an awesome attitude!! You are obviously a true "searcher" and even without SCUBA in your life you will excel and you will continue and you will contribute.....
awww thank you, that's sweet. and i really really hope so-it's so easy to brush things off but it can be detrimental.So so sorry to hear. Your enthusiasm as a new diver was infectious and inspiring to many I am sure. And a big THANK YOU for sharing your story; it will make many (including me) think twice should issues arise after the dive. I am sure there are many on this board who would have acted the same as you, given your depth and BT, so please don't beat yourself up.
haven't yet moved there but i'm in the Philly area more often than am home. at least a couple times a month.
my first thought was oh this sounds like the bends or something like that but reminded myself it was shallow. i have a tendency to be a worrywart. i didn't worry enough now, lol.