Now, it true that I have never dived just with my buddy. I have always been with an Instructor or a DM even when I was leading. But this is another proof that I am not a brainless risk taker.
But planning and executing several dives between 30 and 40 meters, I think I can do it (I got sole valuable intel in the last 2 days
)... with the presence of a more experienced diver... for now.
Hold on a second...
Just my opinion, which comes from my experience as a diver and an instructor. I've had the privilege of introducing many people of all ages to the world of diving. And I would like to think most (if not all?) other instructors would agree with my advice here.
In your post here you make two statements that appear to conflict, in my opinion:
You have never dived just with your buddy, always been with an instructor or DM
You think you can plan and execute several dives between 30 and 40 meters.
Please. Do. Not.
I am concerned that you are very enthusiastic about diving, and that you were focused on "diving to 40 meters" as some milestone of accomplishment. But you are also very unsure of your skills... which is why you claim you have been very safe by always diving with an instructor or DM.
That mindset is not safe. What it tells me is that you are trying to dive beyond your skill and comfort level, but you will convince yourself it's okay because you always have an instructor or DM with you.
Please do this: plan shallow dives with just you and your buddy. How shallow? As shallow as you feel truly comfortable diving with just you and your buddy. And PLEASE be honest with yourself about your comfort level. There is no competition in scuba diving to see who can make the most deep dives. The only people who care about "deep dive count" are very inexperienced divers.
Gain experience making shallow dives, making dives that are within your comfort level. To truly be a safe diver, you need to have the confidence that you can handle problems on
any dive you make... you should be confident that you can handle your own problems and any problems that your buddy might encounter. Your buddy should also develop the same confidence.
This confidence and skill is not developed by making deep dives. It is developed by spending a lot of time underwater, at shallow depths where you are comfortable. This time allows you to learn about the very subtle things that can affect your dive plan, such as currents, and allow you to learn how to handle these circumstances at shallow depths... where the margin of allowable "error" is much greater (i.e. you can learn from your mistakes without the greater risk to your life on deeper dives.)
Take your time. Develop your skills. Enjoy your diving.