I'm really finding these comments and responses helpful in not only developing my plan, but now DOING my plan!
I was worried about trying the lap swims in the pool, with the fins, mask and snorkel, with my knee. Well, it turned out much better than I expected! During the week, I've done stretches my MD gave me, which have been hard, and with mixed results. Saturday, I went to the pool. It was great! I can do the lap swims, with the fins on; the weight of the fins is not hurting my knee; when I get out, I feel much, much better than before.
And here's the really weird thing. The locker room was deserted except for me and one other woman, who happened to have her locker right next to mine. I stumbled as I dressed, and knocked the bench over (I blame my knee!), and she kindly said something like,"oh, I'm klutzy after I've been swimming." I said, "nah, I hurt my knee." She started asking questions and it turns out she does therapeutic massages with people who are going through rehabilitation. I asked her about the stretches, that it feels good but only briefly, and that there's much pain in the back of my calf. She suggested an alternate way to do them, and how to get more information, about something called active isolated stretching. She's from a city about 350 miles away, so it really did seem like a fluke to run into her.
Long story still long, her suggestions helped a lot, and I went swimming again the next day (Sunday). This is going to work! I really made a point of flooding my mask as I swam, clearing it, (which I find difficult in the pool because of the position while snorkeling), but even if my masks floods, I don't see any reason why this should be distressing. I also (I know this is going to sound weird, but I'm just trying to find helpful things) tried swimming parts of the laps with my eyes closed, or squinted almost closed, to get more in a mindset that the OW dive COULD be really low visibility. Today I had a brainstorm and realized that if I just try this without wearing my contacts, I'll have much more limited visibility in the pool, and that should help me get more comfortable!
The more I do the snorkeling, the more I like being in the water. I especially like getting to the deep end and just "hanging" there for a few seconds. I'd stay that way longer, but I think I need to first warn the poor adolescent life guards who might think I'm floating dead in the pool. My daughter is already mortified when she considers I'm the only person in the pool with fins, snorkel and mask; she'd disown me if I get ask to leave because I've freaked out the staff!
I feel the best, physically, when I'm in the water, and I can forget about my knee and calf muscle. Spectrum, the visualization ideas may really work with this, particularly to just keep building the motivation to keep going. Since I know I'm repeating the pool portion early September, I'm thinking about the specific skills, and steps involved, as well as the future scenery. I have a DVD of diving in Saipan, and what I lack in imagination readily gets "primed" by this video. Plus, I like trying to watch how the divers are holding their arms, and legs. (I bought the DVD because my son has gone diving in Saipan; he's stationed in Japan.
My spouse, who had been supportive of my doing this initially, seems quite leery right now. I have to be careful to not go on "auto-pilot" and go along with his skepticism, but just doggedly keep taking steps to make this work. I'm also being careful to not grump to much about my knee, to fuel his wariness. And I don't blame him for feeling as he does right now about this.
I read somewhere that one way to keep from flailing your legs around when you descend is to cross them at the ankles. To see if this was actually doable for me, without losing my fins, I tried it a few times when I paused while snorkeling, and was quite manageable. Has anyone tried this while descending?
ItsBruce, I actually did end up in a crawl as I tried to exit the shore. I was in about a foot of water when I stood up, but that was when I scrunched my knee. I'm assuming the lack of depth of water to support the weight of the gear, and rising completely from ground level, was what caused me to twist my knee. The lake has a small climb to get out, so I had to stand up somewhere. I'm thinking I did take my fins off once the water was really shallow, because I remember that once I fell back in the water, and no one was around, I felt the only way I could get out of the water was to take the BC off, let go of my fins and mask, hope they didn't float away, and float the BC closer to shore (thinking the dive shop would not be pleased if I lost it!) Thankfully, my husband returned at this point, and I could hand him stuff while I tried to figure out how to stand on my leg and climb out. I wish I had paid attention to how the others in the class, when they surfaced, got out of the water, but I was trying to get my wet suit off by then. I think I saw them walking backwards with fins on, having stood earlier, and then getting fins off in the more shallow water, then taking off gear and setting it up on the land before climbing out.