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quote=dave4868]Your honest self-appraisal and excellent insight will make you an outstanding diver! I like dive buddies like that!
Thank you, Dave! I hope and want to become a good diver, a better diver for my own good and my buddy's good. We are guests underthere, and I'm very clear on what I can and can't for now, and do know it takes practice. And the sole reason to share my failure here is to try help someone before it happens to them. Truly!
From your description and that of NewFloridaDiver's, it sounds like you didn't panic completely, since you were still thinking and may have cooperated to some extent with the instructor on the way up.
Evrika! Cross my heart - do believe I had a leftover of cool brain during panic; was observing myself and surroundings and it's so peculiar - like it's happening to someone else; the point the instructor made that while ascending - I had no panic on my face, just looking at him straight in the eyes - one of the reasons why he didn't read me. Go figure!
Also, your initial mistake of not seeking out a closer air source is quite understandable for someone with such limited experience. It's quite a natural response until you've practiced the alternatives, as you pointed out.
Exactly my point - is it in the self-tought manual? - buddy breath? - yes, it is! Did I practice in the pool? Yes, I did. Was I aware of octopus be there for me? Yes, I was.
All cool and dandy, in a safe pool. Was I aware of "
wet regulator"? Nope. Did I give it a thought whether it will happen to me with 0 experience? Nope.
I do wish for students to read those simple comments to know better.
Experience will teach you that bolting for the surface is a "last resort", since it's often quite risky in itself. Thankfully, you didn't hold your breath with a lung-full of air this time.
LOL I was hummimg all the time - with whatever air had left over; the unknown was - how much is left over? This skill I knew well - switching from reg to octo - I would always "hum" - keeps you in place
It's great to see you've got such a positive attitude! I think you'll become the kind of diver who calmly solves problems at depth after this experience.... nothing strengthens a lesson like fear and honest self-assessment!
I am very appreciative of my instructor - although he claimed a new formation of white hair on his head on me; when we went back to the cave to finish the dive, he told the shop owner I don't have to preview the cave intro video as I've already seen it, and than said: "She's the one that drawned 10 days ago and told the paramedics she has to finish her dive when they were taking her to the hospital." Really and truly I take no credit for that behaviour; it was very important for him to see me going back to my "point of failure", facing my own fear and anxiety and do it again, as sometimes your mind will release it but your body will not. So we came to terms with all of it. I think my biggest award and compliment was his joy to see me free of it; he would have never let me go if it was a breath of doubt. And yes - he said I'm a tough cookie lol
"As far as compensation, the fear of unreasonable lawsuit may have led the LDS to steer clear of any actions that might imply accepting fault. Perhaps their insurance company has advised as much, which would make perfect sense.
I'd be inclined to give the dive shop a break on this one. '
Well - one last portion of the moral of the story is this - and it's in the nature of the beast I guess; that day, when I went for the check out dives,
I haven't signed off the waiver, the one the shop has to provide to the student to keep them off liability. I think you understand.WOW!The following day I went into the shop and signed it - post factum. I can't be a mean person - I did feel bad for the instructor, I was mad at myself, and I didn't want to be a problem for anyone. Well - sure enough - after I signed the release form 24 hours after checking out of the hospital, they played like nothing has happened. I was asked to pay for the instructors' time to go to the check out dive on his day off, which I did, as well as the cave dive fee, which I did. Lack of compassion for a chain of mistakes on their side is really what hurts. Really. I don't get it.
Dry dives to you! And thank you again!