Hey SunGod:
From experience, I'd say that post was more about saying everything you wanted to say the day it happened but never could. Confession is always good for the soul, brother.
I know it feels bad, but things didn't go THAT wrong. They could have been MUCH worse. I would suggest that you consider STOPPING and "re-claiming" your ability when you encounter a significant problem, however.
What I mean by this is that you experienced something known as "cascade failure" after encountering the pack of marauding Barracuda. One problem starts it, then another happens, then another. When you look at serious safety accidents, including diving accidents, this is how they usually happen. It's kind of like Swiss cheese. You can't see all the way through a big piece, but once you start slicing it thinner and thinner the holes eventually start to line up. When they do - BAM - youre in serious trouble.
"Re-claim" by STOPPING. Get a grip, sit down and go through a mental checklist. Check your equipment. Check your pressure. Check your buddy. Look where you are. Figure out your risk. Take a few "cleansing breaths." Calm yourself. Evaluate what you need to do next to get through the current situation. Take small steps to get there. If it starts to work, keep doing it. If not, STOP and start over again.
Now, use what happened to you to learn from. What were the failure points? What could have you done differently to stop stuff?
You obviously are serious about diving and making it work right. I was especially impressed by your offer to pick up that tab on the next dive. That shines with CLASS. Keep it up!
BTW, the only Barracuda you ever have to worry about are the ones longer than you are and, even then, they only want to watch
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Keep the faith and DON'T stop now...
From experience, I'd say that post was more about saying everything you wanted to say the day it happened but never could. Confession is always good for the soul, brother.
I know it feels bad, but things didn't go THAT wrong. They could have been MUCH worse. I would suggest that you consider STOPPING and "re-claiming" your ability when you encounter a significant problem, however.
What I mean by this is that you experienced something known as "cascade failure" after encountering the pack of marauding Barracuda. One problem starts it, then another happens, then another. When you look at serious safety accidents, including diving accidents, this is how they usually happen. It's kind of like Swiss cheese. You can't see all the way through a big piece, but once you start slicing it thinner and thinner the holes eventually start to line up. When they do - BAM - youre in serious trouble.
"Re-claim" by STOPPING. Get a grip, sit down and go through a mental checklist. Check your equipment. Check your pressure. Check your buddy. Look where you are. Figure out your risk. Take a few "cleansing breaths." Calm yourself. Evaluate what you need to do next to get through the current situation. Take small steps to get there. If it starts to work, keep doing it. If not, STOP and start over again.
Now, use what happened to you to learn from. What were the failure points? What could have you done differently to stop stuff?
You obviously are serious about diving and making it work right. I was especially impressed by your offer to pick up that tab on the next dive. That shines with CLASS. Keep it up!
BTW, the only Barracuda you ever have to worry about are the ones longer than you are and, even then, they only want to watch

Keep the faith and DON'T stop now...