Lol! tomfchrist! I can't imagine why you wouldn't welcome any change my friend! Obviously it's far to complex to explain it all to you, and I'll share why, do you see ok, and you can read, modern English, right? If you have comprehended that series of basic questions, and have answered yes to those, all, then it should be fairly simple to go a little slower and maybe examine the first 4 words in my second post that I spelled out correctly, except I didn't use Capitalization on "no, and I misspelled your name" (which I should have corrected, because somehow that is viewed as potential problems on this SB forum.) By the way, that was address to you, and it answered your question. Pardon me that I don't use "reply with quote" or Spell and Grammar check this superfluous content. I type at around 45 wpm and I rarely look back. Here's the deal, for you, No tomfchrist, I'm not. Was the answer to your only question to me of "Are you really trying to defend the fact that she completely stood up a group that came from across the country?" Crushing your statement "It certainly didn't address anything I asked you in relation to your post." Go ahead and look it back over. You might want to ask yourself if you're ok? I'll play along with the drugs, alcohol and mental illness comment. It seems recent attempts to make insinuations that drinking a beer an hour after a 30 minute dive in 30fsw, with no uncontrolled ascent, no blasting past lol, safety stops, was using poor judgement, talking about the choice to consume one. I might be the slow one, if you're indirectly stating you have a drug, alcohol and mental illness, I wouldn't make fun of you or anyone. Seek treatment. I gotta go, Jerry Springer is on. Don't take it personal, I do know individuals that are constantly pissed at everything. Their happiness is always waiting for "if something changes." And me myself and I pretty much relies on self evaluation, perspective, those of others (to a degree, still important,) and then here comes the Doctor in me that specializes in something very difficult-it's called Change. All one has to do is change the thought, bam!! If one is pissed about something, the change of just be happy for it. Speak it out loud to oneself. And the brain picks that up and "follow the leader!" Instantly changes chemistry in the brain, muscles in the facial expression of a smile, creates more endorphin output, by the hypothalamus, I think it's called dopa-mine, or dopa-yours? That's all I was trying to say, if you didn't get it, you can forget about it. Fret about it, if it makes better sense to you. I would ask you if you were one of the three, but I'm hoping you have a good day, and if you do run into people that are different than you, it's ok.