LOL, I probably am, but it is who I am. Blame my parents. We were taught as children: anything worth doing is worth doing right. In my twisted mind I feel once I learn how to keep myself safe I can enjoy what I'm doing. It similar to my experience in Germany; I lived in Berlin for 2 years before the wall came down. Learning to drive on the autobahn at speeds in excess of 160 mph was, without question, a "white knuckle" experience in the beginning. Now, I have a "need for speed". I am very safe when I drive at those speeds -- I know the road I'm driving on, I know my tires are rated for those speeds, etc. I can't help myself, I enjoy "flying" down the open road; window down, good tunes on the car sound system. It is amazing.