As much as the description of the ailment, I appreciate your candor about the denial you had concerning condition. I am amazed at how many accidents happen because we choose to ignore evidence that something is seriously wrong. Ironically, those of us who are the most careful, and plan the most, are sometimes the least likely to pick up on clues that things are not going as planned.
BTW, an excellent book on errors in adventure sport is _Deep Survival: Who Lives, Who dies, and Why_ (by Laurence Gonzales). In a nut shell: many accidents happen because our plan becomes a mental picture in our heads; we invest so much in this picture, that sometimes we choose *it* over reality (especially if reality tells us we can't have as much fun as we were hoping for).