I recommend you shift your emphasis from depth to critters, or photography, or shallow muck diving... take the rescue course... While I commend your desire to learn, and your passion for diving is obvious, there are very real dangers for you that have to do with your youth and your growth, and you need to put off the deep stuff for a few years.
Become an expert in all the wonderful and challenging aspects of diving in shallower water until you finish growing.
If you'll do that, by the time you're in your mid 20's you can become God's gift to diving. Attacking deep diving too young can easily make you an "ex-diver" by 20.
Rick