Thanks for the you-are-there report!
You described perfectly that amazing combination of "uh-Oh", and "I'm OK but I don't like this", and "I'm not doing great, but I'm holding on and not panicking, because my teammates are doing the right thing."
During my fundies class, I was given the opportunity to learn how disconcerting it is to manage a problem while hearing and feeling LOUD bubbles rushing from the base of my primary hose next to the first stage. My instructor had so perfectly simulated a hose cracking during my two tugs deploying the long hose, that I "fell" for it completely. I remember thinking, "Oh, great, my hose cracks during Fundies class... how perfect is this? At least I'm surrounded by awesome teammates."
It was really, really very hard to concentrate with all that noise.... being caused by an air gun activated out of sight, just behind my right ear. Good one, Maestro!
I hope I learned well, and that I might someday stay as rational as you did in the event of a situation like the one you so effectively described.
Thank you for taking us all along on your learning experience. I'm so glad all of you are safe.
Claudette