I hope none of what I said was overly non-helpful. I'm not really part of your clique, and was trying to offer some good advice to a youngin, who I feel from reading his other posts, is genuinely a good kid. Problem was first thing that popped into my head was "Lessons Learned" from Scuba Diving magazine. I have only been diving about a year and a half and have thumbed a couple of dives due to them just not feeling right, due to inclement weather, heavy surf, strong tides or equipment that I forgot to bring. It's pretty obvious that everyone on Scubaboard loves to dive, but I'll be the first one to admit that I love life more than I love diving.
Diveman, all I was trying to say is be aware of all the factors that were working against you, and some of the possible outcomes of those factors. IMO, you were lucky, that nothing serious happened. People here have offered you some sound advice take that for what you may, and it can only make you a better diver in the future. I know I still have a lot to learn.