J J
Registered
I didn't say my fear is/was logical!! I realize I can swim in any direction and get out from under it - but with bad visibility (silt-out conditions with bunches of training divers), the totally unrealistic fear that I'll have SOOOO much air in my BC that I'll be basically GLUED to the underside of the platform ... seriously, I'm describing a nightmare and not a reality (I know this). But this is what unrealistic fears are made of, and it's one of the many things that induce diver panic. Our anxiety overrides our ability to think logically and creatively. I've had a panic moment (or two) since then, and learned that I can best take care of myself by staying calm, breathing and asking myself 'what is the next right thing to do?'. But as a diver-in-training I wasn't there yet - and I can still feel that anxiety. (I have other, more important issues, to work on in therapy - this is waaaaay down the list!!!!!!).
I just got my OW in Sept. at Mermet, and the thing that still freaks me out are the weekend crowds on those platforms. It social anxiety, low vis. due to the silt, and fear of loosing my buddy/wife among the throngs of students moving across and practicing on those platforms. It's a whole different place this time of year when there are probably only you and a buddy. Much less anxiety for me.