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Hope is not an effective strategy. CDR allows solo diving (well that may depend on the Captain- Mark was filling in the day I last dived with them and at first said no to solo but relented when I put up a fight) but with most dive charters if you've got the certification, the skills, the gear, and the experience you don't need to be hooked up with a liability.
You need to work on this. It might not matter so much on the SG that has at least a half dozen mooring balls from bow to stern, typically with watchful dive boats on a few of them, but on other dives it can make the difference between life and death. The steel 100s could have made the difference here (if you chose to look at your spg) but that would have been a matter of gear making up for poor planning and skills. Carry a reel and dsmb and know how to use them.