lavachickie
Contributor
My first dive without an instructor or DM was my first after certification. But it was simple: a shore dive in front of our resort, 20 ft, mild current, no other complications. It was kinda like a big pool. =-)
I'd been out there on my last checkout dive, but my husband and friend hadn't. So when we all got in the water, they said, "You know this area, so you lead." Wow! I knew something these guys didn't! And it was great to lead, and was probably the biggest confidence booster I've had yet. (I've been told my confidence is lagging far behind my skills. Kinda better than the other way around. ha!)
That helped, because it's true that the training is aimed at making you an independent diver. If you dive with a guide/DM all the time, then you're missing out on an area of growth as a diver: your independence and responsibility in planning/executing with a buddy. Planning your own dives, especially in a new area that you aren't familiar with (yet), and executing that plan (and dealing with the unexpected) is a different challenge.
If it worries you, take a step back and ask yourself why? What do you feel you are weak on? Practice up on that, then, and get over that hurdle.
I'd been out there on my last checkout dive, but my husband and friend hadn't. So when we all got in the water, they said, "You know this area, so you lead." Wow! I knew something these guys didn't! And it was great to lead, and was probably the biggest confidence booster I've had yet. (I've been told my confidence is lagging far behind my skills. Kinda better than the other way around. ha!)
That helped, because it's true that the training is aimed at making you an independent diver. If you dive with a guide/DM all the time, then you're missing out on an area of growth as a diver: your independence and responsibility in planning/executing with a buddy. Planning your own dives, especially in a new area that you aren't familiar with (yet), and executing that plan (and dealing with the unexpected) is a different challenge.
If it worries you, take a step back and ask yourself why? What do you feel you are weak on? Practice up on that, then, and get over that hurdle.