i made several wrong choices:
(A) back roll down current not forgetting my 65+ body no longer as strong as before..
(B) Sucking and blowing air too quickly due to exhaustion fining hard back ward towards the descent line .
(C) Did not inflate correctly to remain on surface
(D) A sign of desperation whether to remain fining on surface or to descent. Thus pressing all the wrong button on the BC .
(E) near panicking and to grasp for air .. requlator was removed mask off causes more problems on the surface..choking with sea water the least to mentioned( a case of classic panic diver..im a way i am glad to had experience it 1st hand myself )
Fortunately the DM realised what was happening .And safely as instructed we descend but below between 0-30' down current still there..after 5+ min or so i decided to abort at around 30' + and ascended .
I was already at least 100' + from the boat by then reaching the surface . .Tks the almighty all is well .
You made one good choice—calling your dive. Most of the rest weren‘t choices, in my thinking; just panicky reactions. Being in the water with a deflated BCD, mask off and reg out of your mouth, in current, just shouldn’t be; perhaps a skills refresher course would help with some muscle memory to see you through several more years of safe diving. Thank you for sharing your sobering experience.