Thea, you don't have to justify anything, let them talk. You've said your part and defending your claims only adds fuel to the fire.
Thank you MrChen! I left feeling defensive behind about 319 posts ago. Being a trial attorney, I am pretty confident and have a high tolerance for being criticized (cause I am always right. Why waste energy defending my rightness?) This incident has brought me to my knees however. I worked most of last week, felt tentative and hesitant in making decisions usually second nature to me. I have spent this entire weekend in bed. I have delayed seeing my primary physician for as long as possible (I am scared to hear what she has to say).
Today, I was thinking about an hour long dive earlier in the week, wondering why the top of my tank was preventing me from lifting my head. Every time I lifted my head to look forward, the dang tank and reg hit me in the center of the back of my head and started to push my mask strap up and off.
I fixed it on the second dive that day but Good God...I can't even feel shame here anymore. And take no offense whatsoever at any information, in whatever form, is offered.
It isn't just the C-Card that makes a safe diver. On this SAME DIVE, 2 fit, handsome, 30 somethings doing their Discovery OW dive for certification, THEY PUT THEIR WET SUITS ON BACKWARDS! Were they copying me? I was just wearing a skin and the zipper was in the front. Was it just a silly but inconsequential mistake that did not reflect in any way on their training? Or was it something bigger and more foreboding?
I do not know. But I DO know that, at this moment, basic PADI training is NOT, in my view, adequate enough to allow a diver to dive essentially solo.
Not blaming! Just an observation.
I had NEVER heard before this thread that I alone am responsible for a safe dive. And believe me, this makes a MASSIVE difference in my thoughts about being certified.
Rambling now, forgive me. I love scuba, I love living. New divers may be over confident because they got the Cert card (with their pic on it no less!)