Skittle1321, The class is progressing at a faster pace than you are comfortable with.
Guess what? You are not ready for the checkout dives! You know it, Kevin may know it, ScubaBoard now knows it, the only one I doubt knows it, is your instructor!
I would inquire about additional pool time, one on one with a good instructor and a slower paced course.
All the issues you are having are not uncommon, all of them can be worked through to where you can be competent and confident in those skills, it just
requires more time working on them.
Well, the good news is my instructor did know it. During one of the classroom breaks I asked him "if I pass, do you think I should still go back to the pool before OW?" He said "well, if you pass the test, you did pass- because you checked out every skill, but yes, I already told (store owner) that if you want you should be allowed to do more pool sessions." So because I passed, they are okay with me doing OW. Because I am self-aware, and they are a good dive shop, I'm not going to do that yet. I'm going to do one day of next month's confined water dives, they don't charge any extra, not even equipment rental. They told me that I can either go and just gear up and run through skills on my own, and grab an instructor if I need one, or I can do the second day skills with the class.
At times I may let a spouse of a student participate in a pool session, but the 1st time I see him/her assisting or attempting to correct the student they are out of there immediately.
Kevin is my husband. He was my buddy for the course, a student in the course. He went into this class knowing as little as I did, maybe even less, because he didn't research anything ahead of time, just do the book work required by PADI. He didn't assist or correct anymore than any other buddy did. In the skills we were pared up for, we were told to help each other and remind them of things they may have missed. The second day, I didn't end up working with him. He paired with another person while I went off with an instructor.
As much as people are saying the instructors aren't good, I don't think that was the case. Both times I had major trouble someone worked with me individually. The only reason I caught up with the rest of the class was because my mask skills went so quickly. Otherwise, I think my buddy and I would have had a private lesson...
I do feel like the class progressed too fast for me, and that added to my discomfort, but it wasn't like any of the horror stories I read where people are held down by instructors to complete skills- this was just me getting passed mental issues for things I knew I could do... There were plenty of instructors and the one who worked with me most of the time separately was very sympathetic. There was never a rush to get back to what other people were doing.
So today, was Day 2 of confined water (and then afterwards the last few classroom lectures and the final). Like I said, I got checked off on all my skills, and passed the class, and was cleared to go to OW to checkout (which, again, I'm not going to do yet). We've decided my husband will checkout without me. This way he doesn't have to worry about me, and when I go later to checkout, I don't have to worry about him.
The skills today went much much better. I kind of ended up having a private lesson, because I got behind on the first scuba skill, and didn't really catch up. The first thing we did was the 300 m snorkel/fin swim, and I couldn't do it. The snorkel freaks me out if I have to use it continuously like that. Apparently the shop does not normally offer it, but they let me do the 200 m swim. That was no problem. Then we did the snorkel dive skills (dive under, blow out water, dive under, etc). That was okay, but after a few dives I'd have to stop, take my mask off, breathe a second, then start again. Before next month when I go back for the pool session, I plan to go to the city pool and try to snorkel practice a bit. I thought getting more comfortable in the mask would help my snorkeling, as I've always blamed that for my crappy snorkeling, but I'm not sure that is the issue. I am much more comfortable in my mask than I used to be, I still don't like it on at the surface, but I can breathe through my mouth now. Just can't see anything because the nose exhaling fogs it up (can see underwater though). Next we did the 10 minute float, and that is my one A+ skill. I float so well I probably could have taken a nap, just closed my eyes and relaxed. I had to do a 30 minute tread for rowing, so this was nothing. The diver tows were fine.
So then we got all our gear on, I was nervous about the giant stride, but when I did it did fine. Did weights, they said since I was anxious and breathing a bit heavy, to go with about 2 lbs more than I needed, and I was good to go.
So the first SCUBA skill was to manually inflate the BCD. I got a really good breath in it, switched to my regulator, got a good breath into the BCD, then couldn't get the regulator in well. I blew into it, but it still felt full of water. I purged it but still couldn't take a deep breathe. I thumbed it, and went up, exhaling. So I bolted, but did it at the "safe rate". When I got up there one of the instructors talked to me for awhile, asked me if I was doing this because my husband wanted me too (good question, but no- it was my idea), asked me if I've always dealt with a fear of water (nope, no fear of water, fear of not breathing...), asked about claustrophobia (little of that), and took me over the shallow end. This is where we then took a lot of time, and why I got so far behind the class. He had me put my reg in, breathe, take it out- exhale slowly (slower, slower...), put it in, probably 10 times. All above the water. Then we did it below the water. Then we moved over to the deep end and did it again.
So that got me a lot more comfortable with it. Then I went down, did the BCD manual inflation, did the fin tip exercise, hovered, etc. My boyancy isn't great, but it is improving. By the end of the class I swam across the bottom of the pool only killing one tiny patch of "coral", didn't annihilate the entire reef like yesterday.
Then I did the BCD off and back on underwater. This had the instructor laughing at me. I could not get the darn thing back on. It was major underwater acrobatics. He said he was about to thumb me up to talk about it, but I didn't look like I was panicing and kept going, so he let me. I finally got the stupid thing on, probably head over heals 3 times. But like I said, I'm not scared of water, my regulator was in my mouth and no one was making me take it out, so it was just a matter of time, trial and error, and feet floating over my head (my legs are "light", that means fat...)
Taking the weights out of my weight belt was fine, getting them back in was a bit tough. BCD removal/put back on on the surface was fine.
Out of air exercise in the deep end went just fine. By this point we'd done regulator in and out a million times and I got it in one try. I also got to experience a slightly different thing from yesterday because this instructor had his octo around his neck and donated his primary. It also had a 7 foot hose, so I swam next to him, instead of holding on.
The only other thing I had a little trouble with was the no mask swim. But I shouldn't have. The swim was absolutely okay. It was getting the mask back on, but not really. I was wearing a hood (just to get that variable out of the way before the quarry dive) and when I put the mask back on, I couldn't find the hood. So I couldn't figure out how to make sure the hood was clear of the mask, and since I felt water under my nose, I thought I couldn't clear it. I wear contacts so I couldn't open my eyes, so I didn't know how to ask what I should try to do (I was breathing okay). I thumbed it, so I could go up to talk to him. The instructor was wondering what the heck was wrong. Apparently my mask WAS clear (I almost always breathe out through my nose, mask clear is not an issue- if this happens during checkout, he told me just to open my eyes a little to check if they are dry, because I'm probably done with the skill) , I just had some water under my nose so it didn't feel clear. Dumb. He just had me go under water, take it off and on again, and it was fine.
At this point the rest of the class was in 20 minutes free time, so I got 10 minutes free time. I did regulator in/out of my mouth about 20 times. I swam to work on my boyancy. While I had a few errors today, there were no major freakouts, no hyperventilating, and the things I couldn't do yesterday I practiced today.
So I'm happy with how today went, I'm happy with the instructors. Which is good- there isn't another facility, so it would be them or no SCUBA (or a resort course somewhere...).
---------- Post added June 9th, 2013 at 05:32 PM ----------
Mask issues need to be resolved. Better mask is a great idea.
I dove with a different mask today, and it was a little better, but the skirt would still slip into my lip. I bought a new mask today, very small mask for "slim faces" (no one would ever describe my face as slim, I've got chipmunk cheeks, I'm just small), so I will practice with it next month. Husband got a new mask too. We were hoping our snorkel masks would due, but they just aren't comfortable enough to stay in for an extended period of time, with pressure on them.