Andy, read it any way you want. As an instructor I can see why you feel threatened by my approach but please, don't play the disdain card. It's passe.
And yes, I am trying to save a buck, how did you know. How many kids do you have because I have three and two just came back from the dentist needing braces. How much do braces cost you ask? - Oh, about as much as fundies and some kit. How do I explain blowing that on a whim that I then decided I didn't want to pursue to my wife? I asked them if they couldn't just accept being ugly because I think I want to go deco diving but they said no
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Selfish gits.
Lack of disposable income is a fact of life for me (and some others I suspect). Some may believe this precludes exposure to basic deco diving but I do not. I substitute intelligence, patience and resourcefulness and, so far, it has worked well. It turns out, those attributes are just the sort of thing an advanced diver might want in their toolbox so I guess I lucked out that way. YMMV.
But again, let's review my heresy:
1. Spend way more time at OW doing basic rec dives developing core skills.
2. Move into deco slowly instead of with both feet (and wallet). Leave doing the Doria for next week. Do 100' first.
3. Get a feel for the planning, discipline and boredom without incurring big risks.
4. Still interested? Take a course and spend some money.