Thinking back to the incident yesterday, i agreed with a lot of you guys.
1) Upon hitting the first thermocline, i should have abandon the dive and not wait till the second thermocline in deeper depth AND I SHOULD HAVE CALL IT A DAY AND NOT DIVE WITHOUT THE PROPER THERMAL PROTECTION !!!!
2) I am 165 lbs and diving with 22 lbs of weights in 2/3mm suits. I dont think that i am seriously overweighted.
3) Actually my buoyancy control has improved a lot since the last time i dove. I agreed, more practice on the local pool
4) Uncle Pug was correct: Panic is the main reason for this incident. The thought of entanglement without having a knive on hand, Stirring up the bottom to 2 ft of visibility, the disappearence of 4 of the other diver all transformed me to the state of panic.
5) Having an extra pony bottle or diving a doubles would allowed more time to response to such emergency. With time, maybe other divers would stumbled upon me or would allowed more time to counter the situation.
------ Lessons Learned -----
1) Get a REAL* buddy. A bad buddy system is essentially the same as solo diving. Just because there is another human being diving with you doesnt mean that he/she is a buddy. Tell them about your specifics, in my case, i am a slow swimmer and a new diver.
2) DONT DIVE WITHOUT PROPER AND EXTRA THERMAL PROTECTION. Cold water WILL SHOCK YOU.
3) Cannot have enough of pool training on equipment, weightings and buoyancy.
I used to think that, there is nothing to be panic about underwater, you got the regs on the mouth and O2 from the tanks. Now i learned to respect the diving and its inherit danger.
FOr your info, on the state of panic, i lost 600 -800 Psi in less than 6 minutes. Upon reaching the surface, i swam 1 mile and a half and only used up 300 PSI.
I ended the dive with around 800 PSI of air. Have i panicked more, its really easy to be OOA in very little time.
** IF I WOULD HAVE A GOOD BUDDY, ALL OF THESE WOULD HAVE NOT HAPPENED. FIRST, A GOOD BUDDY WOULD NOT HAVE ALLOWED ME TO DIVE WITH A 2/3mm SUIT UNDER THAT CONDITION. SECOND WITH A LITTLE ASSURANCE AND A LITTLE MORE AIR ON MY BC, I WOULD NOT HAVE BE STAGNANT UNDERWATER.
A LESSON THAT I WOULD NOT FORGET FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.