Well, I got back from Chiken Ha, and it was amazing! I will say that due to the advice on this board, I questioned Gwen, the guide, very carefully, on whether he thought this would be a safe dive for me. I really wanted to respect and defer to the people on this board, as I find their opinions very grounded and reasonable.
We talked about all of the things I'd encounter...I asked about the tightness of the environment, etc, and as he described it, I felt it would be okay. I still allowed myself to back out as we got ready, as my family was snorkeling, and I was content to do that.
As we were driving down, we found out Chiken Ha actually was going to be closed today, but they let us in, which was awesome, so it was only us (a group of four divers and Gwen, our guide), and my family snorkeling; plus a few divers from another company.
I felt EXTREMELY comfortable in this environment, much more than in the ocean. With no currents, perfectly clear vis, comfortable temps (in a 5mm full suit), I had an absolute blast. I was right behind the guide, so when things got a little weird, I'd just concentrate on his light. Had to clear my mask a few times, had equalization problems once, which I solved, etc. And what made it nice was just Gwen's calmness...when he briefed us (and everyone was new to the cenotes), he explained that we will just make sure we are all solving our problems right there. For some reason, that made me even more relaxed.
As much as I love the ocean dives (and yesterday's were great, and I plan to do some final morning dives tomorrow), I must say, this was one of the greatest experiences of my life. The first descent was so peaceful, and I was able to control my buoyancy and any silting. It was like floating in cool, refreshing air.
The first dive went extremely quickly...Felt like 10 minutes, and it was 35 or so.
The second had a narrower swim-thru. Very short...like 15 feet or something. Gwen asked me whether I wanted to do that, and that I could not if I wasn't comfortable when the time came. I was very comfortable doing it. It was super fun to go through that little tunnel...the whole thing felt like buoyancy exercises.
The halocline was cool, too...a little bizarre, and didn't want to stay in it too long. I was really trying to keep an eye on the guide, and that weird jelly-like vision got a little strange after a while.
The only trouble I had at the end of the second dive was that I had to pee REALLY badly for the last 10 minutes! ;-) So when we were finishing, when the guide pointed his light down I thought we were going back into another crevace...and I was getting a bit concerned.
I don't think you've ever seen a fully geared up diver move on land as fast as I did getting to the restroom.
Anyway, I think Ben made a good choice...Chiken Ha was REALLY great. No pressure, very comfortable, peaceful, and beautiful. I felt not one bit of worry or panic, which I tend to do on ocean dives so far before descending. And yummy non-salty water! I feel he knew what I could do and what the other divers could do, and wouldn't put me in a situation out of my depth. That's ultimately why I decided to do it. I trusted Ben, Gwen, and my own sense of relaxation as I started the first dive. Knowing the first would be easier than the second, it allowed me to get used to the whole thing.
Finally, if I need 20 dives for any of those other cenotes, I my need to take two tomorrow morning, or skip them on my next Mexico trip, cause I don't feel like diving in some stinking low-vis quarry this summer ;-) What can I say...I'm getting spoiled!
Really, finally, I will say that I CAN see how people can get seriously wigged out in an environment like that. Interestingly, a point Gwen made actually makes sense to me...that this experience will help my ocean dives. I'm seriously more scared of a big wave crashing over me than being in the dark, although when Gwen was describing cave certification training, it sounded like something I will NEVER want to do...EVER.
Thanks, guys!