Ok, I'm a bit more awake, thank you all very very much I appreciate it beyond words but please take care of yourselves first, it's a pretty bad situation globally although just starting to hit us here. With the Olympics now being cancelled our prime minister is only now starting to open up about how bad it is/getting here. I lost my new full time job after not having a proper job for over a year previously two days before I was due to start. I had quit all my part time jobs in anticipation. I've been fighting with city hall for weeks, but with no help forthcoming I have simply stopped paying them. It's not that I don't want to but just cannot.
I know millions are struggling and suffering, last week a friend of mines acquaintance (?) threw a party for a family members 80th, someone brought the virus to the party, both grandparents caught it and died two days later, the father 41 died a few days after, the mother is on a respirator and may not survive, their little boy is in quarantine, it's tragic.
Please all look after yourselves and those close to you first and foremost.
Although I do need help I feel funny accepting it.
I really don't know what to say, except thank you.
Take care
Simon