Crass - congrats on being the reason that there are two people still alive today because of you and your actions. Be very proud of that.
As a public safety diver, when we get called out, it's most likely for a recovery and not a rescue, but during that first "golden hour" we treat it as a rescue and do everything we can to help the victim. It doesn't always have a good outcome.
I won't delve into the specifics of our incident, but we were searching for a lost swimmer, and due to the conditions/currents, the operation was secured after a few hours. We knew that the person was no longer alive, and we couldn't risk the safety of others in those conditions.
My point is, as a PSD, we're continually left with feelings of "what else could I have done", "why didn't I do A, B, or C", and "next time I will do...". These thoughts can tear you apart if you let it, and have you second guessing everything. These are normal thoughts to have. How you manage them is what's different.
One thing I was taught that might help you:
--- You didn't do anything to cause the situation that the victim is in. The only thing you can do, is to use your training and try to help.
Don't question the events to much. Just do what you can to learn from it, and move on. Like I said, two people are still alive today because you took action. Right or wrong, it was still an action, and it worked.
Take care!
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As a public safety diver, when we get called out, it's most likely for a recovery and not a rescue, but during that first "golden hour" we treat it as a rescue and do everything we can to help the victim. It doesn't always have a good outcome.
I won't delve into the specifics of our incident, but we were searching for a lost swimmer, and due to the conditions/currents, the operation was secured after a few hours. We knew that the person was no longer alive, and we couldn't risk the safety of others in those conditions.
My point is, as a PSD, we're continually left with feelings of "what else could I have done", "why didn't I do A, B, or C", and "next time I will do...". These thoughts can tear you apart if you let it, and have you second guessing everything. These are normal thoughts to have. How you manage them is what's different.
One thing I was taught that might help you:
--- You didn't do anything to cause the situation that the victim is in. The only thing you can do, is to use your training and try to help.
Don't question the events to much. Just do what you can to learn from it, and move on. Like I said, two people are still alive today because you took action. Right or wrong, it was still an action, and it worked.
Take care!
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