Finatik
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It's hard to put into words what happened only because I feel so stupid. This is to the best of my recollection as to what happened. The blame rests entirely on me and the reason Im posting this is to give people a little insight into what happens in an emergency situation and hopefully wont be repeated by anyone else. I readily admit that some of my decisions were pretty bad. Horrible in fact. I hesitated posting it here because some people can be brutal on this board but here goes.
This happened on opening night of lobster season.
We got into the water at midnight and dropped down to about 35 feet. Lots of kelp where we were at. About 5 minutes into the dive I had a minor air leak my back up regulator (integrated type). I tried to clear it by breathing on it but it didnt clear. I showed my buddy and he tried to clear it but couldn't. I opted to go ahead with the dive knowing that I would have to monitor my air very closely. Should have called the dive, but the flow wasnt that bad and felt it was manageable. We would just cut the dive very short. *Note at the 1st sign of equipment malfunction call the dive even if it seems manageable it might lead to something unforeseen.
We were in the kelp and I got caught up several times and one time I tried to kick free and it pulled one of my fins off. No problem I retrieved it. I let my buddy know and I got the fin on and we went on. I missed 4 lobsters and we were on the hunt.
I got caught up again and kicked free. Lost another fin and this time couldn't find it. I signaled to buddy and thought he understood that I lost a fin. He signaled to me asking if I was ok. I signaled OK back thinking that he just meant was I OK not lets scrub the dive. He moved off back to the hunt. I should have called the dive at that point. I didn't want to blow the dive for him. Spend 2 hours getting over to the dive site, water was rough on crossing, paid $100 for boat, only wet for 10 minutes - so I kept going. With one fin. Singularly the worst decision made in my diving career. Up to that point. *Note fins are an integral part of your buoyancy system. Go figure.
I caught a bug. Great no problem. Air consumption went from 3000 to 2000 in 15 minutes with the air leak and entanglements. Pretty quick rate of consumption. I was watching it very closely (every 5 minutes or so).
I estimated another 15 minutes no problem and we would surface. The leak began to get worse on the integrated second and I was at 1000psi. I signaled to go up and we did. We hit the top no problem and surfaced between two boats. We didn't know which boat was our. We started swimming for the second boat which turned out not to be ours. *Note when diving at night MAKE SURE you know which visual signs makes this your boat.
The minor leak had started to be a free flow and was really blowing and it was suggested I unhook the inflator hose to make it stop. I undid the inflator hose to stop the free flow. Ill get back to this one later.
We realized that the boat we were swimming for wasn't the right one. We turned around for our boat and started swimming for it. The current had picked up and I was not making any head way (with one fin). We swam for a couple of minutes but it was slow going. Buddy suggested that we drop down and go under water to make it easier to get closer. I deflated and we dropped down. Big mistake!!!! Dont ask me what I was thinking. I wish I could say I was narced but not likely on top of the water.
We got closer to the boat but decide to surface. Once I got to the top I couldn't inflate the BC because the inflator hose was disconnected. *Note never disconnect your inflator hose. Seems pretty obvious now but.....
I got to the top, realized I couldnt inflate the BC and was trying to kick and blow (oral inflate) like I was taught. BC wouldnt blow up. Took a mouth full of salt water and started to go under. Called for buddys help. He was 20 feet away and couldn't help. *Note - stay within arms reach of your buddy, you may actually need his help.
Tried to put reg in my mouth but I had let it go because I was trying to orally inflate the BC. Swallowed more water. Started to choke. Where's the reg? *Note - never let go of your Reg.
Sank again and took on more water. Kicked with all my strength and resurfaced. Found reg and put in mouth but at that point was breathing so heavily to the point of hyperventilating that the reg couldn't supply air fast enough and it felt as if I was drowning with it in my mouth. I know that doesn't sound rational but thats what it felt like. I spit it out. Went under again.
Tried to find weight release on the BC but couldn't. Buddy was now next to me and I grabbed his BC trying to stay on top of the water. I looked into his eyes and I read his thoughts. At that point I knew he was thinking "oh **** he's going to drag both of use under". All I could think about was being taught don't get to close to someone drowning because they will bring you down and kill you too. (On ride home he confirmed that I read his thoughts accurately).
Buddy yells Help. Help. Help. Help. Help. We were directly between two dive boats. Ours swung a light onto us.
I told buddy between gulps of slat water to pull the weight release. I couldn't get it loose. Panic. Stress. Me trying to stay afloat and alive, starting to drag him down. He couldn't release the weights on the Zeagle. He pushed me away. I figured I had to do something to save myself. *Note - your buddy is there to help you but ultimately you need to save your own ***.
I was chocking, and fatigued. I felt I was drowning at that point. I knew I had to do something and the only thing I could think of was to ditch the BC. I undid the cummerbund. Then the snap holder and then the chest snap. It slipped off no problem.
Freedom. Buoyancy.
I lay in the water with buddy screaming Help Help Help Help at the boat. It took them a good 5 minutes + to get to us. Both DM's from both boats showed up at the same time. Later they said they werent sure which boat we were from and they each thought the other one was handling it. *Note - DM isn't going to save you....maybe after the fact but don't count on a rescue.
At that point I was floating on my back just trying to catch my breath and buddy and DM pulled me to the boat.
I felt so stupid.
All of the training. All of the time diving and I disregarded it to keep the
dive going. I was disgusted with myself for letting this happen. I F-n knew better.
I thought I was going to die. I panicked but not to the point that I FULLY lost my head. I do credit my training with saving my life in that situation. All of the scenarios I trained for did run through my mind and it was only that that made me lose the rig at the last moment before sinking to the bottom.
In reflection it's a good idea to push the open valve when trying to inflate the BC by mouth. The stress, panic, etc. made me forget. I WILL not forget in the future. *Note - just because you trained once or twice doesn't mean you can do it in a real situation. Train more.
I will be much more certain and ready to call a dive in the future - even if
it's on opening night and I paid $100 bucks for a boat. I will not forget
what I did wrong and it won't be repeated. It's forever marked into my brain
- so in that aspect I'm a better diver because of it.
Be gentle.
This happened on opening night of lobster season.
We got into the water at midnight and dropped down to about 35 feet. Lots of kelp where we were at. About 5 minutes into the dive I had a minor air leak my back up regulator (integrated type). I tried to clear it by breathing on it but it didnt clear. I showed my buddy and he tried to clear it but couldn't. I opted to go ahead with the dive knowing that I would have to monitor my air very closely. Should have called the dive, but the flow wasnt that bad and felt it was manageable. We would just cut the dive very short. *Note at the 1st sign of equipment malfunction call the dive even if it seems manageable it might lead to something unforeseen.
We were in the kelp and I got caught up several times and one time I tried to kick free and it pulled one of my fins off. No problem I retrieved it. I let my buddy know and I got the fin on and we went on. I missed 4 lobsters and we were on the hunt.
I got caught up again and kicked free. Lost another fin and this time couldn't find it. I signaled to buddy and thought he understood that I lost a fin. He signaled to me asking if I was ok. I signaled OK back thinking that he just meant was I OK not lets scrub the dive. He moved off back to the hunt. I should have called the dive at that point. I didn't want to blow the dive for him. Spend 2 hours getting over to the dive site, water was rough on crossing, paid $100 for boat, only wet for 10 minutes - so I kept going. With one fin. Singularly the worst decision made in my diving career. Up to that point. *Note fins are an integral part of your buoyancy system. Go figure.
I caught a bug. Great no problem. Air consumption went from 3000 to 2000 in 15 minutes with the air leak and entanglements. Pretty quick rate of consumption. I was watching it very closely (every 5 minutes or so).
I estimated another 15 minutes no problem and we would surface. The leak began to get worse on the integrated second and I was at 1000psi. I signaled to go up and we did. We hit the top no problem and surfaced between two boats. We didn't know which boat was our. We started swimming for the second boat which turned out not to be ours. *Note when diving at night MAKE SURE you know which visual signs makes this your boat.
The minor leak had started to be a free flow and was really blowing and it was suggested I unhook the inflator hose to make it stop. I undid the inflator hose to stop the free flow. Ill get back to this one later.
We realized that the boat we were swimming for wasn't the right one. We turned around for our boat and started swimming for it. The current had picked up and I was not making any head way (with one fin). We swam for a couple of minutes but it was slow going. Buddy suggested that we drop down and go under water to make it easier to get closer. I deflated and we dropped down. Big mistake!!!! Dont ask me what I was thinking. I wish I could say I was narced but not likely on top of the water.
We got closer to the boat but decide to surface. Once I got to the top I couldn't inflate the BC because the inflator hose was disconnected. *Note never disconnect your inflator hose. Seems pretty obvious now but.....
I got to the top, realized I couldnt inflate the BC and was trying to kick and blow (oral inflate) like I was taught. BC wouldnt blow up. Took a mouth full of salt water and started to go under. Called for buddys help. He was 20 feet away and couldn't help. *Note - stay within arms reach of your buddy, you may actually need his help.
Tried to put reg in my mouth but I had let it go because I was trying to orally inflate the BC. Swallowed more water. Started to choke. Where's the reg? *Note - never let go of your Reg.
Sank again and took on more water. Kicked with all my strength and resurfaced. Found reg and put in mouth but at that point was breathing so heavily to the point of hyperventilating that the reg couldn't supply air fast enough and it felt as if I was drowning with it in my mouth. I know that doesn't sound rational but thats what it felt like. I spit it out. Went under again.
Tried to find weight release on the BC but couldn't. Buddy was now next to me and I grabbed his BC trying to stay on top of the water. I looked into his eyes and I read his thoughts. At that point I knew he was thinking "oh **** he's going to drag both of use under". All I could think about was being taught don't get to close to someone drowning because they will bring you down and kill you too. (On ride home he confirmed that I read his thoughts accurately).
Buddy yells Help. Help. Help. Help. Help. We were directly between two dive boats. Ours swung a light onto us.
I told buddy between gulps of slat water to pull the weight release. I couldn't get it loose. Panic. Stress. Me trying to stay afloat and alive, starting to drag him down. He couldn't release the weights on the Zeagle. He pushed me away. I figured I had to do something to save myself. *Note - your buddy is there to help you but ultimately you need to save your own ***.
I was chocking, and fatigued. I felt I was drowning at that point. I knew I had to do something and the only thing I could think of was to ditch the BC. I undid the cummerbund. Then the snap holder and then the chest snap. It slipped off no problem.
Freedom. Buoyancy.
I lay in the water with buddy screaming Help Help Help Help at the boat. It took them a good 5 minutes + to get to us. Both DM's from both boats showed up at the same time. Later they said they werent sure which boat we were from and they each thought the other one was handling it. *Note - DM isn't going to save you....maybe after the fact but don't count on a rescue.
At that point I was floating on my back just trying to catch my breath and buddy and DM pulled me to the boat.
I felt so stupid.
All of the training. All of the time diving and I disregarded it to keep the
dive going. I was disgusted with myself for letting this happen. I F-n knew better.
I thought I was going to die. I panicked but not to the point that I FULLY lost my head. I do credit my training with saving my life in that situation. All of the scenarios I trained for did run through my mind and it was only that that made me lose the rig at the last moment before sinking to the bottom.
In reflection it's a good idea to push the open valve when trying to inflate the BC by mouth. The stress, panic, etc. made me forget. I WILL not forget in the future. *Note - just because you trained once or twice doesn't mean you can do it in a real situation. Train more.
I will be much more certain and ready to call a dive in the future - even if
it's on opening night and I paid $100 bucks for a boat. I will not forget
what I did wrong and it won't be repeated. It's forever marked into my brain
- so in that aspect I'm a better diver because of it.
Be gentle.