It sounds like maybe the trip should have been called before going out.
I'm glad somebody said this. I hate being a negative Nancy/Nate. I mean this in the nicest (green zoniest way

) way. Unless you were exaggerating a bit about the 5 ft. seas (fish stories are allowed on SB

),
first OW dive, you should not have been on the boat. You didn't have the experience to handle your gear in those conditions, you didn't have the experience to exit the boat in those conditions, and you sure didn't have the experience to handle a ladder exiting in those conditions. The drift diving, meh, if that was all you had to deal with maybe, but in 5 ft. seas you probably didn't have the experience to handle yourself on the surface either. You always hear the first rule of diving is "don't hold your breath." IMHO, the real first rule of safe diving is knowing when
not to splash. You have to know your limitations and that's a combination of your skills, experience, and conditions (among other things). There is nothing down there worth dying (or injuring yourself) for and it will still be there tomorrow (and all the other bumper stickers divers tell you, but these can really save you heartache).
You're new at this, I know you want to dive, and it sounds like it's a bit of a pain in the a** to arrange your life to be able to dive (most of us have been there), but don't fall into the trap of letting that pressure you into putting yourself into situations you're not ready for. Develop and listen to your "lizard brain." If it doesn't feel right, don't do it. Glad you made it back safely from your first OW dive. You were lucky. I hope you make it back from a thousand more. All IMHO. Dive safely.
