ok. he's holding steady. that was his only bleeding. once it was over, he hasn't had any more (so far).
they've already turned off the constant sedation (though he can have a hit if he gets upset) and started his feeding back at half his total. they plan on going up on his feeding quickly, like an ml every 3 hours or so rather than an ml every day or two.
he's still intubated. the plan is to give him a night of good rest, with sedation if he needs it, and extubate him in the morning. he's on antibiotics, which will be stopped when the cultures come back negative, which is what is expected.
he was soooo still when i got there. could barely open his eyes or grasp my hand. i was hoping it was only the fentanyl (sedation) - and sure enough, about 15 minutes after they turned it off, he was wide eyed and moving lots. he wasn't acting sick once he was able to wake up.
but he looked so sad to be intubated again. it broke my heart, though i understand the reasoning behind the plan. then he settled down & went to sleep on his own & was sleeping soundly when i left.
right now, since the bleeding stopped so quickly, they're thinking a bleeding ulcer. he's been on iv or oral antacids the whole time, but still - ulcers are a big risk for long-term hospitalized people. if it stays stopped, they don't plan on doing any scoping to look for the reason.
so, best case scenario, everything will be pretty much back to yesterday's status by monday or so and this will have been just a scary blip on the radar screen. i sure hope that comes true. i'm getting kinda weird from being frightened so bad for so long. five months of this is a long time.