Tommy I'm so glad you are ok, especially bc you are a father & a husband! I actually know one of the people who you mentioned had helped you, Casey. I'm not surprised he jumped in to lend aid bc he is one of the kindest people I know. He is a do'er & if anyone needs help, he finds a way to make it happen, so I'm glad he was nearby. I can't believe, after all you went through, that you remember his name & how thoughtful of you to include it in your posting. His full name is Casey Galaspie...dive instructer by day, super hero by night
...in all seriousness, if I were stranded on a deserted island, I'd want him to be there too. Take care & be safe. --Becca
I do not know Casey personally, but he is a friend of my instructor down there (Tom), who is the son of a very close friend of mine, so small world and all that.
For the question about whether I will dive again. Once I have the all-clear, I am really looking forward to diving again. It will be a long time before I go deep, but there really is still, for me, so much to see and do and learn still at shallow depths that I don't want to give it up. With that said, if I am told that I should not dive, then I will not. This is less about my own self-interest (if I die doing something I love, it's better than growing old in front of a tv), but more because I do not want to put other people at risk. I started reading 'Diver Down' and I had never before considered the risk that I could put other people in when I do this. I take some comfort that this was not an act of stupidity on my part so it was out of my control (as I am still led to believe by everyone), but the thought of someone else getting hurt saving me would be too much to bear.
I went in last Wednesday for a follow up MRI and an EEG, and will be waiting for the results hopefully sometime this week. I received a copy of the MRI to bring home, and while it is good to have a copy of pictures at home, as someone not qualified to comment on them, I am fairly freaked out. There are two sets of pictures that show the back corner, near my right ear and neck, with a fairly large black spot that is not on the left side. I fully expect it is nothing as I would have felt something by now, but it has me jumpy at the slightest headache or any tinge of pain. Add in the anti-seizure medication I am still on, which wreaks havoc with my short term memory, and you'd think I was a dead man walking.
In all seriousness though, there was one thing I wanted to address. I think I had mentioned that we went on this dive as part of our final steps for our Advanced Open Water Certification, something that I was not crazy about, but went along because it was important to the wife. While I cannot see how I can possibly blame the dive company for what happened to me, they did not necessarily put me into any dangerous situation that I did not want to engage in, talking with another diver and doing some reflection on my own, I am really concerned about the level of education that was supposedly provided for the Advanced training. I was hoping to solicit some feedback, as I am considering writing a letter to the company about the educational levels (the owner was not there for the dives):
For our night dive, before we went, the wife and I reviewed the section in the Advanced book, of which we were only given one copy to share between us. I do not claim to remember everything, but I do recall that waving your flashlight wildly meant 'danger' or 'I need assistance'. Our instructor taught us on the boat on the way out that we do that when we see something 'cool' so as to get the attention of the other divers. We did have two flashlights, as they required, and the dive was fantastic, but it made me wonder a bit.
The next day was our navigation and photography. In all fairness, between the night dive ending and the time of the next morning, I did not review these sections in the book right away. The wife and I had only one camera, and our (different from the night dive) instructor said it was fine. The plan was that we would both do our navigation training on the first dive, and the time remaining would be photography for one person, and then the second dive would be photography for the second person. The photography, not a big deal. We were not really taught anything, but I had remembered about the color changes as you go to depth, and we did get some nice shots. The navigation was more troubling. We were refreshed on the boat how to use the compass, which was very handy and appreciated. Once in the water, he had us swim to the back of the boat, counting strokes there, and then back, to use as a guide for gauging current. Then, he had us swim a square, about 10 strokes each way. After we both did that, the lesson was over, the wife went off to take pictures with me in tow, and the instructor took his camera a different direction to take shots. While we did 'fine', I cannot help but think in hindsight, and again, talking to another more experienced diver, that this was sorely lacking.
Lastly was the day of the accident, and there is not much more to say. The first dive was going to be, if everyone was comfortable with it, to do a swim through of the Spiegel. After the first dive, we'd sit up on board for an hour, and then the plan was, again, if everyone was comfortable with it, the instructor was going to take the six of us to penetrate to go see the Snoopy placard. That second dive obviously never took place, and honestly, talking to the wife, we would have not done that, but it is somewhat disconcerting in hindsight that that was going to be planned for so many people who hadn't done it before. I knew the dangers of darkness, and again, we had two flashlights, but I do not recall seeing any reels, and there was no discussion of silt. Now, for all I know, the placard may have been 2 rooms in and perfectly fine and we would have gotten the instruction during the down time on the surface, but after reading 'Diver Down', again it really concerns me that he would have taken six people in there to see it.
Now, with the final dive not occurring (so the wife technically only had four dives to get to advanced) and with no knowledge reviews completed, she was able to get her Advanced certification. On their questionnaire, she was honest with her concerns. I did not get my Advanced, not that I cared, because apparently dives that end in a trip to the emergency room do not count.
I will share the results of my tests as soon as I get them here, as well as with DAN, so that the knowledge can be used for future research. Honestly, other than the medication and the fact that my jogging has been put on hold until the results come back (can't risk a seizure while jogging alone, and then getting sucked up by the kudzu), I feel great. Still, I am torn with what to do with the diving instruction. On the one hand, again, I don't know that I blame them for what happened to me, still working that out, but on the other, they need to be aware, unless I am mistaken, that their education is not up to standards, and in fact, really bad from what I can tell. For anyone who has made it this far through my post, your feedback is very much welcome.
Thanks!
(One quick clarification: Tom, my open water instructor was not involved at all with the advanced training. Tom was amazingly thorough, focused heavily on safety, and had us repeat some lessons that he had initial concern with the first time through. I would recommend very highly Tom to anyone looking to get their open water certification)