Ahoy there scubalobo! Welcome to the board!! Feel free to jump in anywhere and ask questions or just leave your 2psi.
You may be intersted in the forums under
The Art of Scuba Diving. Under that heading you'll find New to Scuba, Dive into Fitness, Public Safety and many more that as you become involed with the sport may or may not interest you depending upon where your intersts grow.
Another forum area that may interest you is the
Scuba Board Clubs section of the board where many of us coordinate meeting up for dives, getting together, trips around the state to different dive sites, and some general prattle about diving with others from our state/regions.
In regards to those open water dives - nothing anyone says can really ever put aside those fears. I'll be honest, I've been doing this most of my life and I still get that little bit of anxiety (maybe its just excitement) when I look at the water and get the gear on.... right up to the point I roll off the boat, giant stride, or walk into the water! Once I break the surface, that little anxiety butterfly in my stomach melts away and I'm totally at home. That "fear of the unknown" will go away for you as well.. trust yourself, trust your instructor, and trust your buddy. Do things nice and slow and deliberate, like when the 6 million dollar man when he was doing that bionic thing.
Thanks for signing up, we look forward to diving with you soon!