First off, Congratulations Lynn. Way to go with the perseverance.
Second, after reading several of the last posts, I wanted to chime in with a couple of thoughts. I could see how Brian's comments could be taken the wrong way, but one of the things I respected about the GUE model (and other instruction that follows it) is that there is no sugar coating on the results. I think we have become too used to looking at diving from a "everybody be happy and everybody passes" type of approach. When is the last time you are aware of a student failing a PADI course or pretty much any other dive agency? For Tech, it is a refreshing to change to have somebody call it like it is. Sometimes this ruffles feathers, but we aren't talking about 40' warm water reef dives here. If you get a tech pass, you should have a good chance of passing the Tech I course. Not guaranteed, but a good chance. GUE tech training starts with Fundamentals if you chose to try for a Tech pass. Thus, the "tech" mindset starts with those first fundamentals dives. That being said, good Tech divers are made, not born. If it took 2 years and you did master the skills required, good on ya'. That is a lot of work and dedication. My first tech class went pretty good until the first cold water "experience" dive, which didn't go that well at all
. That dive served as a wake up call to take this stuff a lot more serious and things have proceeded well from there.
I guess what I am trying to say, is that I personally value a "no sh-t" opinion from someone who was not interested in blowing sunshine up my rear than hearing what I wanted to hear. As far as the skills stuff goes, it is what it is, and when Brian says "we are all adults" I would take that one step forward and say that this sport is an adult sport and particularly for tech (and cave is tech) we need to remove our emotions and feelings from any analysis of our abilities. As an advocate of DIR, I know you understand the importance of the team approach to diving. I would suggest that you look at Brian's comments from that perspective and see that he is evaluating you as a potential team member. I personally reserve the right to evaluate every person I dive with, just as they have the right to evaluate me, regardless of whether our feelings are hurt in that evaluation. I personally operate well in an environment where my performance is graded on a "no sh-t" basis and if I screw up, I really hear about it. I am sure this is partially because of my military training back ground where this is de rigour. That being said, not everybody reacts well to this type of approach (I know my wife doesn't, especially from me
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When we enter into a GUE course we know that standards are going to be impartially applied and I believe that is why so many of us respect the training. The feeling of accomplishment in that type of learning environment is well worth it. I don't think this matters whether the class took 4 days or 2 years. Enjoy the feeling of accomplishment and welcome to the club!!