just wanted to aknowledge someone here on the board who helped me during a crisis earlier.you see my son attempted to take his life 3 weeks ago and i did not know what to do or how to do it or how to feel..it was like being in a tunnel and time had stood still..now i know what people mean when they say they can be around many people and still feel alone..i cant begin to imagine the pain my son was going through and am not sure if il ever fully understand..hes on medication now and its helped very much..i dont think il ever be the same though..its like something inside has been taken away..maybe its the fact that i always thought that i could protect him from the things of this world and in reality i couldnt..thanks marie for being there when i needed you and im sure tht during times in the future when i feel alone and scared that i can turn to you and youll lend me your ear..im asking the people on this board to say and extra prayer this christmas eve night and christmas day that god give my son the will to go on to see that this world does have good in it and that it is worth it to live and go on .. please pray for me also ..