If your implication is that the 23/20 is optimal, I'd disagree, with the 23/20 having an END of 125' vs 75' for the 18/45(O2 considered as narcotic). Why would you consider doing either without accelerated deco?
Hold on a second. I'm not saying 23/20 is the optimal gas, I'm trying to get the OP to see the difference in deco obligation in a lost gas situation. If you're mixing your own gas, you might as well optimize the O2. I picked He @ 20 because it's far closer to the OP's claimed experience level, versus some of previously quoted mixes.
It is my observation that most people don't realize the impact of a few percent of oxygen at the depth considered by the discusssion. By pushing the O2 from 18 to 23, we see a significant difference in lost gas deco. I find that interesting and it would certainly impact how I would mix the gas.