You've gotten great advice already. I just wanted to add that, here in Puget Sound, it's pretty rare to be able to see the bottom, even from as shallow as 20 feet. This means that one spends part of just about every descent in murky, green water where you can't see anything but your buddies (if you're lucky enough that you've stayed together!). I found that incredibly difficult, and to this day, I do not enjoy midwater without a visual reference. You are not alone. That was a very challenging thing for someone who really wasn't even a new diver yet. But you made it through it, and if you enjoyed the rest of what you did, go on and get certified! The majority of your early dives should be in places where you can keep a visual reference, at least the majority of the time, and if you do get to where you can't, you've already been through it and know it can be managed.