Well said Francis.
I did give DAN the full list of my meds, and they said three are CNS depressants and warned me of the narcosis factor. I'll probably compose another question or maybe rephrase the question to DAN as they come to mind as learn more - that's the source of my skeptizism from the non-diving docs, but you're also correct in pointing out that I might be reading too much into their answers.
I'll go ahead and tell of a seemingly "inert" situation that is a source of my malfunction and list the meds in question. Normally, the M 60 machinegun is deployed as a crew-served weapon (usually by three Marines, at that time). Well, the situation dictated that I had to carry and operate the whole system by myself for four days straight (which was unusual, but we were at the front line of the combat zone) about 200m from my buddies who I had to protect. I'll be honest and say that nothing bad happened, in fact all of us came home in tact. My attitude in that situation was that "no one was going to get hurt or die because I was too lazy to stay awake and alert" - I would not live with myself if something like that would have occurred because of my "laziness". What I didn't realize for 13 years is that I came home and never relinguished that responsibility, basically there was never an end to my shift, so to speak. So, I would just stay awake for days and sometimes weeks at a time just thinking that everything was normal, although I was beat to he11. working 7 days a week, many times 10-16 hours a day for about twelve years. I filled my free time with riding my motorcycle around all night (not causing any trouble, just riding around), parked it, got something to eat, read a book, watched the news, took a shower and went back to work. If I happened to have a day off (or acted "sick") I would either skydive or SCUBA dive. Well, I finally began to weaken and wear out, and I finally went to the VA, and thankfully they listened to me, and it was obvious to me that they knew I was being honest and sincere, and they could tell that I was definately not kidding around by asking for help, and they provided the help that I asked for, and actually provided me with more help that I didn't know I was in need of. Overall, I feel that VA has treated me very well and more than fairly. The three meds in question that I take are for sleep but are also used for more severe malfunctions.
Lexapro (10mg) for general depression
Alprazolam (1mg) for anxiety and to stop racing thoughts to aid in achieving restful sleep
Flexeril (10mg) as a muscle relaxer to aid in achieving restful sleep and to ease any physical reactions to any nightmares, etc.
As I understand from all the doctors and others I spoken to, all of the meds are at an extremely low dose, but they do the job and I generally feel a lot better than before.
I'm right with you as far as a good dive buddy is concerned. My hope and goal is to push the envelope so slowly that things will not get out hand.
As far as reactions under stress, you bring up a good point. I think I might amend my training program to include the 18 demonstration skills and emergency procedures at 5' intervals to 25' or so, since we'll be in fresh water and viz is usually unlimited (at first anyway). I think that would be a good "honesty check" for me. I think another good "check" would be to time myself, say, removing the unit and replacing it in the pool and then time myself at 25'.
Thanx for tyoing back,
Semper Fi, Dave