Griffo
Contributor
Being demasked can be very panic inducing even when you are prepared for it. It doesn't feel natural to breathe when your eyes are submerged and you have water rushing up your nose.
I try to remove my mask, swim awhile with it off and then put it back on every third dive or so. The reason I do it is because from time to time I like to practice my basic skills while diving. When I removed my mask at depth in cold water, I was shocked at just how unnerving I found it. Like you, I had to revert to that, "I'm still breathing so everything's alright" mantra. Didn't panic, didn't shoot to the surface, but it freaked me out a hell of a lot more than I was comfortable with. Since then I make sure to practice demasking on a regular basis.
For me, having my mask ripped off really doesn't worry me that much - IF the water is warm. In cold water, I really really struggle. Something about cold water hitting my face causes my body to react by making it hard to breath, and initially I will automatically hold my breath. It's not just scuba diving, I get the same thing swimming. It takes me a minute or so to get over it.
The problem when diving is obvious - I start to ascend. Doing the maskless swim on fundies in cold water I had significant difficulties. My buddy had to keep tugging on my arm to tell me to descend. Practicing again in warm water, was no problems what so ever. It's something that I just need to keep working on.