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beth_castroll

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Thanks to everyone for their encouragement and support.
Here is my blog on my first successful dive.

awake in the joy of knowledge that today is daylight savings and my vacation has been extended by an hour. And boy do I need it! After only getting 4 hours of sleep before flying home to Oakland from Maui I am exhausted. Happy, but exhausted, and I am looking forward to a day filled with naps to recover from a most amazing trip.

We landed in Maui on October 27th and just as we were picking up our luggage Tree Plant and Shawn Fierro landed completing our Rustic Cottage quartet. After a quick bite to eat we drove our “premiocre” Dodge Charger off to Bamboo Gate, the estate in Pa’ia we rented with Alison and Dave Randle, Brian and Jen Butler, Mayor McYost, Michael “Secret DEA Agent Spork” Scott, Jennifer Gass, Eileen Snow, Arizona Steve, Patrick McCoy, and The Emersons, Chris, Kelly and Baby Amanda Lynn.

Turning in to the drive at 343 Hana Highway we punched in the secret code and the bamboo gates opened providing just a glimpse of paradise before us. Lush tropical gardens came into view as we drove to the parking area. Green grasses, palm trees swing in the breeze with ease, tangerine, banana, hibiscus and an avocado tree big enough to feed everyone guacamole for a year lined the driveway. It was better then expected. A tour of the grounds revealed outdoor showers, picnic tables around a bbq area complete with bathhouse, a split-level tree house, Jacuzzi, laundry and a tiki-torch lined pathway connecting it all. High fives all around.

Our quartet arrived 2 days before the rest of the tribe so we quickly made the most our stay by going to bed early for our Sunday adventures, but not before having visited the local boogie board beach and having Crispy Duck Salad for dinner at Café Mambo. Yum!

We woke up at 4:20 AM for our Sunday outings. That’s right, 4:20 am. I’m not sure I’ve ever gotten up that early and before the end of the trip I would have gotten up and/or gone to bed at that hour several more times. Tree and Shawn had planned for a day of snorkeling with the Pacific Whale Foundation, while Steve and I went with B&B Scuba to continue our efforts in SCUBA Certification.

Just a week before we had tried to get our certification in Monterey, California at Breakwater Beach, but between the 14mm of Neoprene I had to wear and 40 pounds of weigh on my hips so I would sink with the added buoyancy I just couldn’t crawl out of the surf and failed my first opportunity at certification. Not only was I heart broken but had a week of anxiety to contend with before getting on the boat in Maui to try again.

The sun was rising as we left the dock and we got a briefing on the Molokini Crater where we would be doing the first dive of the day. The water was a bit rough as I did a giant stride off the boat into the waters below. The short swim over to the descending rope left me wholly out of breath and frankly panicked. Last week’s failed dive attempt left me badly shaken and as the dive shop owner tried to first coax then manhandle me under the water’s surface I started to cry and called off the dive. This sport was just simply not for me.

Climbing back on the boat was a challenge. Although I was now wearing a 5mm wetsuit shorty and not the full 14mm from the week before and now 20 pounds lighter in weight I still couldn’t muster up enough strength to climb the ladder and was slammed in to the boat repetitively before the captain finally pulled my gear off my back and I crawled to safety. Bruises quickly appeared across both thighs. Through tear soaked eyes I announced I was never doing that again.

Shortly after Brad, the owner of B&B SCUBA surfaced with Steve who had gone down below to continue his check out dives. Brad climbed on board and looked at me and said, “That dive never happened. Clear it from your mental dive log” and we took off for the second dive site. The whole trip over I cried on Steve’s shoulder and told him I was sorry. That he could dive all he wanted but I lacked the physical strength and wouldn’t be diving in the future.

Arriving at the next site, 5 Graves, Brad asked, “Beth are you ready?” and strangely enough I said yes. I spent a whole month of Tuesdays and Thursdays training for this certification, both book work and pool work and if I didn’t try at least one more time, could I really say I tried my best? I needed to be able to do this for me. I didn’t think I could take another day of tears and failure.

Once again I took a giant stride off the side of the boat and plunged in to the calmer ocean while watching my mask and snorkel pop off my head. This wasn’t working. Brad quickly retrieved it and fit it on my face while I tread water on the surface. Then we swam together over to the descend line where he wrapped his legs around me and proceeded to pull me under. At once I began to kick and freak out. Down I went below the waters surface and began to breathe. Breathe with ease and instinctively equalized the pressure in my ears as we descended just as I had learned in class. Soon we were swimming horizontally, perpendicular to the ocean’s floor. Hand and hand Brad and I glided through the real life aquarium. Fish and coral filled our view and then overhead swam a shadowy figure blocking the direct sun’s rays and as it descended the outline of a huge turtle swam into view. WOW! Smiling Brad let go of my hand. Training wheels removed I SCUBA dove on my own and I was elated. This was simply amazing.

Brad led, while Steve and I followed and we all toured a lava finger that housed formations and habitats for countless sea creatures. We even swam under a sunken arch before kneeling on the ocean’s floor to demonstrate a few skills. Regulator removal and retrieval and out of air emergency ascent procedures. Once back at the surface I felt an amazing amount of pride. I had completed my first dive and even though the whole future of diving seemed unnerving I had for a few minutes forgotten the fear and swam weightlessly in the ocean blue.

Later that day we celebrated with the hippies on Little Beach. On Sunday nights at sunset the nude beach in Makena hosts a drum circle and fire dancing, mostly locals. Walking across Big Beach you couldn’t tell there was anything special going on. At the end of Big Beach is a lava wall you need to climb up and over. Just turning the crest of the wall we could hear the music. I turned to Steve, Tree and Shawn and said, “These are our people” and we walked down the step path to the beach toward the center ring around the drum circle.

There were people of all types on beach. Some naked, some clothed. There was a clear definition of hippie and tourist. Hippies and locals sat around the drummers on the rise on the bluff. Tourists sat in the outer rings and although we were white skinned tourists we put our towels down around the bronzed hippies. I kind of got the vibe from a couple behind us like “who are these people and why are they invading this space?”; Inquisitive yet not hostile.

Shortly after a woman came up to us and asked, “Are you Alison”. I said no, but took a shot in the dark and asked if she meant Alison Randle? “Yes!” Jumping up I asked if she was Eileen Snow our future roommate at Bamboo Gate. Indeed she was. Looking over her shoulder as I hugged her I could see the couple behind us smile and felt a collective sigh from the Locals and Hippies around the Drummers. We may have been pale in skin but we were true in heart and were what I felt was spiritually welcomed to sit and stay where we were because these were our people.

Hugs all around as we excitedly exchanged introductions and welcomed each other to Maui and spoke with great expectation of the upcoming Hot Buttered Rum shows later in the week.

We didn’t make it to sunset being thoroughly tired from our day and as we drove back to Pa’ia we were all completely satisfied with our first full day on the island.
 
Congrats on getting through that first step.
Look forward to your next dive report.

Did you finish your certification ?
 
Congrats on sticking with it, now that those first few nervous dives are over with you should have fewer problems diving back home.
 
Please don't take this the wrong way. I do hope you continue and become a safe diver some day. However I find many troubling statements in your report.

The short swim over to the descending rope left me wholly out of breath and frankly panicked.

You simply can not be a safe diver if a short swim leaves you out of breath.

I still couldn’t muster up enough strength to climb the ladder and was slammed in to the boat repetitively before the captain finally pulled my gear off my back and I crawled to safety. Bruises quickly appeared across both thighs. Through tear soaked eyes I announced I was never doing that again.

So after your success are you able to climb back on the boat yourself? Being self-sufficient is crucial to being a safe diver.

while I tread water on the surface.

Why? You have a BC on. You needed to tread water?

where he wrapped his legs around me and proceeded to pull me under. At once I began to kick and freak out.

Sounds like you were near or in panic - no position to begin a dive in.

Surviving a dive with no incidents does not mean you are able to safely handle in water problems. If you lose your mask, reg, etc in the water are you going to kick and freak out?

I do hope you continue and become a safe diver - but I think some self reflection is due after the high fives are over.
 
I'm glad to hear this one worked out a little better for you. As for climbing the ladder, swimming, and all that good stuff goes, just keep practicing and as you get more comfortable in and under the water everything will work out just fine. Generally speaking, from what I've seen, people working too hard and wearing themselves out in the water is more about comfort level than fitness level.

And a day of diving followed by a naked drum circle on the beach? Can it possibly get any better than that?
 
I was out of breath because I was swimming against a heavy current. The winds were blowing from the north and swirling in the crater. Generally fear has not been an issue in the ocean but with all the unfamilure equipment, a recent failed attempt, coupled with being new to diving if i wasn't a little scared perhaps I may just be crazy. I doubt I'd have the problem again.

Also, I was able to climb on to the boat on the second dive no problem The waters were much calmer and I don't think I would attempt a dive in the waters we had on the first time again, or at least untill I'm a bit better versed in the sport.

I wasn't treding water per say as much as instictively kicking. The BC certainly kept me a float.

As for my future as a diver. No question, I'm hooked. I got certified and was much more comfortable in the water on the 3rd & 4th dives. I think some people have longer learning curves then others. My major issue wasn't with the skills but with the anxiety of going down but I feel I beat this successfully. I also think some of my out of breath issues directly corralated to the fear factor.

And although I can appreciate your concerns TimLe the amount of self relfection I have done regarding this sport is endless and has been internalized to no end. If I didn't think I could do it I wouldn't.... and if you are infering that the self reflection be used as discontinue the activity perhaps you should consider that a positive experience is the best way to manifest your destiny and I certainly ended up with 3 very positive experiences.
 
Please don't take this the wrong way. I do hope you continue and become a safe diver some day. However I find many troubling statements in your report.



You simply can not be a safe diver if a short swim leaves you out of breath.



So after your success are you able to climb back on the boat yourself? Being self-sufficient is crucial to being a safe diver.



Why? You have a BC on. You needed to tread water?



Sounds like you were near or in panic - no position to begin a dive in.

Surviving a dive with no incidents does not mean you are able to safely handle in water problems. If you lose your mask, reg, etc in the water are you going to kick and freak out?

I do hope you continue and become a safe diver - but I think some self reflection is due after the high fives are over.

I must agree with Timle.....By your description of your dives, I personally would not be confident in your "mastery" of the skills....heavy current is part of the overall package that you should be able to deal with without endangering yourself or your buddy...you should never be "pulled" under. It sounds to me like you were constantly in a state of controlled and at times uncontrolled panic and need much more time with a Good instructor and definantly, do not need to attempt an unescorted by a professional type dive. I'm not trying to be mean, but after dealing with many students, in the pool and in open water, I would say you are no where near "mastery" level from your description of your experience. I in no way imply you should give up, just slow down some and get some good instruction.

Best wishes
 
Beth, you know what you need to do now right? Get yourself a kickboard and start making trips to the community pool and doing some kick laps with that kickboard. It will help your endurance, your leg strength for those climbs back in the boat and not only will be fun but great for your health. Its no impact and cheap as well as great for diving.
 

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