now im even more confused

i do admit the metalsubs look awesome. first rate military spec gear. very robust and machined to perfection. my only concerns are that the battery is attached to the tank. this makes it unaccessible when diving. i like to get to any of my gear in an instand and being not able to reach it makes me paranoid. i am also concerned about the lightheads. they look kinda big. almsot like a huge magligt strapped to my hand. also a adjustable light head is important to me. youl never know when you need it as conditions can change in an instant. Also the metalsubs hid light settings can change from 50w, 35w, 24w even at these three setting i find the light too strong for my taste. is their even such a thing as too strong?
im keeping my options open now at least i have more choices but my decision making will be a tougher one. will wait and see